Sammy's pov
I got up from the couch and went upstairs, Kiara was sleep, Yadira was sleep, and Ash went back to sleep.
I'm bored maan😩
I wasn't sleepy at all.
I sat down on the bed looking at Kiara.
Should I start rapping again?
Selling is off the list, I stopped because it got too out of hand.
"Ki?" I shook her awake.
"What Sammy?" She said with an attitude.
"I guess you on yo period. But uhh, should I start rapping again?"
"Yea" she said then she closed her eyes.
I got up under her like a baby.
"Don't go to sleep on me."
"But I'm tired Sammy"
"Please babe? Nobody woke and I'm bored"
She sighed and got up. I sat up with her and kissed her cheek.
"Thank you mama. You on yo period?"
"No, surprisingly" she said kinda nervous.
"What you mean?"
"My period was supposed to come on 2 days ago" she said lowly.
I looked at her confused then the idea came to my head.
"I'll be back. DON'T go to sleep" I said sternly.
I put on some shoes and got in my car, rushing to the store.
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I walked in the door with the bag in my hand. Kiara was downstairs in the living room watching tv.
"Babe, go take this test"
She walked up to me and grabbed the bag, I pecked her lips and walked with her to the bathroom.
"Umm, get out. You know how I am about this" she said. I backed out the door and she closed it.
I waited till she told me she was done to walk in.
I sat on the counter while we waited for two minutes. She kept checking it, not wanting to wait for it.
She picked it up and didn't put it back down, so I knew the results were showing.
"So?" I said impatient.
"I'm pregnant"
I hopped out the counter smiling and hugged her. I pulled back and she didn't look happy.
"You're not happy about this?" I frowned.
"Of course I am, but I'm not ready for another child Michael. Yadira isn't even 3 yet"
"She's about to be 3 in a few more weeks"
"Ok, but..." She stopped.
"Look, we have 9 months to get ready babe"
She sighed and walked out the bathroom. I followed her into Yadira's room.
"You wanna make this Yadira and his or her room?" I asked her.
"Yea, but what if the same thing happens?" She said, referring to Saniyah.
I pulled her to me and held her tight.
"Don't think like that ok? You're gonna push that baby out yo pussy and we gon raise that foo" I said making her laugh.
"You tha foo"
"That's where my children gon get it from" I smiled looking behind me at Yadira.
She slept so peacefully.
I kissed her forehead and walked out.
"Baby, it's like 10. It's late, can I go back to sleep now?" Ki asked me.
"Fine, you can go back to sleep. Goodnight babygirl" I said then I kissed her.
"Night daddy. Love you" she said after she pulled back.
"I luh you too. Imma go to the stu, I got some shit I wanna record" I said putting on my jacket.
"Ok, don't come back too late" she said pointing her finger at me.
"Yea yea, come lock this door" I walked out to my car and drove off to the studio.
I called Dice.
"Aye man, I'm finna go to the studio. Pull up"
"I thought you quit"
"You know I can't do that for long. I love this rapping shit too much bro"
"Ok, well I got some songs I saved so we could finish together. I'll be thea' ina minute"
"Say no moe" I hung up.
While driving to the stu, I passed up the hospital my dad was being held.
He doesn't know I was the one who shot him, so I stopped there.
I walked in and up to the front desk.
"Can I see Carl Dane please?"
They told me his room number and I walked there.
He was talking to Kiara's mom.
"What the hell is going on here?" I said.
"Oh, just stopping by to see my new boyfriend. Why are you here?" Kiara's mom said.
"Boyfriend?! This is my fucking dad! Hell nah, y'all can't be together"
"What? Why?"
"That will be weird between me and Kiara. If y'all get married that'll make us brother and sister. I'm not finna get labeled as the man who married and had a child with his sister. So no, y'all can't be together"
"But I love him" she said.
"You don't know what the hell love is. Y'all can't be together, I'm leaving it at that" I said
"Stop talking to her like that son"
"You don't even deserve to call me yo fuckin son. You wanted me aborted nigga?"
"Umm, Brianna, can you let us talk please?" He asked Kiara's mom.
She nodded then got up and walked out the door.
"How'd you find out about that?"
"LB told me. So you never wanted me? You made my momma go through a livin hell, all because you didn't want me?" I said turned red, walking towards him.
"I wasn't ready for a child, plus I was young and dumb"
"Nigga you old and still dumb! You never even told me you was my dad, all those times I went to LA and you knew I was yo son."
"Look Michael, I'm sorry ok? I didn't think you'd understand"
"Maybe if I knew all this happened before momma died, she would've still been alive!"
"So you're blaming me for her death?!"
"Kinda!"
"You trippin, I'm not the reason that bitch died"
"Don't call her outta her name!"
"You did it! It's one of the reasons she dead!"
I started to breath hard, he's really pissing me off.
"I shouldn't have came up here" I mumbled then I stormed out the hospital to my car.
Fuck this shit..
I drove to the studio and saw Dice's car there.
Time to vent in a booth.
