Sammy's pov
I held him closer as I walked downstairs.
It's 2 in the morning right now and he's hungry, Kiara must've been sleepy cuz she didn't wake up when he started crying. It's like she didn't even hear him, she didn't even budge.
As I fed him, I looked around. I gotta make sure my son safe at all times. I said he was gon grow up like me, but I honestly don't want him be anything like me. I'm a bad influence in my opinion.
After I fed him and burped him, he wouldn't stop crying.
"What's wrong Baby Trill?" I asked him, as if he was gonna reply.
I changed his diaper, and even tried to play with him, but he wouldn't stop crying. Soon after, Kiara woke up.
"What's wrong with him?" She said yawning.
"Ion know. I fed him, burped him, changed him, and played with him but he won't stop crying" I looked back at her, a smirk started to grow on her face.
"Sing to him"
"Nahh, my singing days over baby" I put my finger in his little hand, he grabbed it but was still crying.
I stopped singing after Kiara and I broke up, so I might be rusty.
"Just try, please?" She sat down next to me on the couch.
I guess.
"Fine, you want me to sing Institution?"
"Ooo, yes. Please"
I sighed and cleared my throat. I started to rock him as I sung/rapped.
"I'm missing you, I'm like what you doing? What you getting into? Baby, who you screwing? I'm missing you, I'm like what you doing? I'm tryna get to you, but I'm in institution. That's all I'm singing"
Cuz that's all I know.
"Aww, but it's not working"
"Maybe he doesn't like singing" I said.
"Rap then"
I laid him down on my leg and gently bounced him to the beat of Let's Do It by me, Ugly God, and Famous Dex.
"I pull up on yo hoe, knock her down, then I dip. I pull out and buss a couple nuts on her lip-"
"Skeet, skeet, skeet, skeet" Kiara rapped along, interrupting me 🙄
"You heard it?" I chuckled.
"Yeaa, but ewwww you nasty. Bitches be chewing on yo dick?"
"Hell nah, other than Indya, you the only person who seen my dick since I made the song"
"So you sayin me and her chew on your dick?" She squinted her eyes at me.
"Nah, you suck it"
"Bitch" she rolled her eyes and got up but I grabbed her hand and gently pulled her back down while laughing.
"I'm sorry princess, I love you" I picked up a whining Michael and gave him to Kiara.
"I love you too faggot"
"Shut the hell up" Mike opened his mouth and tried to bite her tittie with his gums.
"He's hungry again" she said pulling her shirt down.
"I just fed his fat ass"
"Stop talking bout my baby like that" she kissed his forehead before breastfeeding him.
"All he wanted was some tittie milk, you should have got up and fed him instead of me doing allat' shit tryna get him to calm the fuck down. He wouldn't even play with me"
"Baby boy loves his mommy more, that's why"
"Nah, he love yo titties" she laughed at me and looked at him.
"You play too damn much Michael"
We sat silent for a little bit while she breastfed him.
"Ki I gotta question"
"Wassup?" Baby Trill started to fall asleep so she stopped feeding him, laid him down on his blanket on the couch, and started to rub his back.
"Uhh, did you sell the ring?"
I was mad when she told me she didn't wanna marry me, but I didn't mean to tell her to sell the ring. And I know she didn't mean to tell me that she didn't wanna marry me cuz I know she do.
"No, I'm sorry. I totally forgot about it that day"
"Nah,nah, it's ok. I didn't want you to sell it" I smiled at her.
"Then why'd you tell me to?"
"I didn't mean it, not everything that comes outta my mouth is true baby"
"I guess, you want it back?"
"Yeaa, where it's at? I'll go get it" I stood up.
"It's in the same spot, I put it up there last night"
I went upstairs and pulled out my top drawer. It still looked brand new, diamonds shinin bright and shit.
I stuffed in in my backpack I carry around everywhere and went back downstairs.
"He sleep?" I asked as I bent down in front of him, rubbing his hair down. His hair was curly when he was born but it's straight as of now. The doctor said once his hair starts growing more, it'll start to get curly without water.
"Yea, I'm bout to take him in his room cuz I'm sleepy"
It's about 3:30AM right now. We have a crib in his room and in our room, just incase he wants to sleep with us.
"I'll take him in there, gon'head and go to sleep" I carefully picked him up.
She kissed Baby Trill's nose then kissed my cheek and started to walk upstairs. I walked behind her until she got to our room.
I walked in Michael's room, it's almost finished. Just needs a few decorations and that hanging diaper rack shit. I get it for him later.
I carefully put him in his crib then kissed his forehead.
"Daddy loves you lil nigga" I lowly chuckled then turned on his baby monitor walking out the room.
I walked into our room and saw Kiara knocked the fuck out on the floor.
How the fuck she get there?😂
I turned the baby monitor on then picked her up like a baby.
She heavy as fuck man😁
I got in bed and let her sleep on my chest.
Then I started to drift off to sleep myself.
~next day~
We took Michael to the hospital for his weekly checkup. He'll stop doing those when he turns 6 months.
After his checkup, we went to Babies-R-Us to get him more stuff for his room and himself.
"Ooo, this is cute. Sam look" Kiara said holding up this little beanie.
"Get it" I was too busy looking at this baby outfit on Instagram someone was offering me.
"What's that?" She said looking at my phone.
"This outfit for Baby Trill somebody got me. Imma go pick it up after this" I said texting the nigga back.
realtrillsammy : Send yo address I'll come get it.
He sent me his address then I locked my phone.
"Ok, I was looking at these but I don't know which one to get" she said holding up 5 different outfits.
She should know now that I love to spoil them.
"Get all of em'." I said putting them in the basket.
"Boy, that's too much money"
"You know I like to spoil my 3 babies" I said grinning.
"Who's the third one? You got another child?"
"No baby, it's you"
"I'm not yo baby nigga"
She really had to kill a nigga vibe
"Yes you are, I gotchu all to myself so you my baby" I said hugging her head. She laughed and tried to get me off her.
"We not even together so get the fuck off me" she finally got me off her, still kinda laughing.
"When we get in the car I wanna talk to you bout that"
I really want us back together😭 I miss kissing her all the time and showing her off on Instagram. I never deleted our pictures, but she deleted them off her page. I never posted Indya when we were together. If she hacked my Instagram, then I would always delete the picture.
Basically to sum it all up, I never posted pictures unless it was dealing with my career or Yadira.
But I also miss having sex- nah, making love to her.
Damn, that shit was the best. Haven't had her in almost a year.
"We already talked abo-"
"Nah, we gon talk again. I got some other stuff I need to tell you" I said looking at Michael chew on his fist while making all types of noises.
"I guess" we walked up to the register and waited in line.
While we waited, I saw Indya in the front of the line returning the baby stuff she bought.
When she returned it, she turned around and locked eyes with me. But I quickly looked away and looked at Kiara play with Mike, making him smile.
He's so cute, I couldn't keep myself from smiling.
I bent down and blew against his cheek, making him laugh.
"You're such a good dad" Kiara said staring at Mike and I in awe.
"Thank you princess" I said kissing her cheek, but this moment was rudely interrupted.
"Hey Sam, I didn't know you were here. Did you get my text?" Indya said walking up to us as we moved up in line. I looked at my phone to see that she texted me about 2 minutes ago.
🙄: y'all together again.?
"That's none of yo business, why?" I looked down at Kiara, she kept playing with Michael. Again, I couldn't keep myself from smiling.
"Just asking"
"What do you want?" Kiara asked her as we moved up in line.
"Nobody was talking to you hoe" Indya shot.
"Aye! Quit allat' around my son man. Go on somewhere, ion know why you came ova hea'."
"Just call me later, I need to talk to you" she said. Then she glanced at Kiara and Mike before walking away.
I rolled my eyes and played on my phone until it was our turn.
It all came out over $400, of course I had to spoil him with some Jordan's.
"I got it" I stopped Kiara from getting her money out. She smacked her lips and looked at me.
"You always do that, you don't let me pay for anything"
"Cuz I gotchu, I'll do whatever it takes to restore yall needs" I said giving the cashier the money.
Kiara's pov
I just wanted to kiss him right now, he's being so sweet😭 I gotta lot of love for him, I swear I do.
But I just can't trust him anymore.
Dice told me, a few weeks after we broke up, that it was true when Sammy almost fucked that girl at his party while I was in the hospital. And I know it's true cuz, why would Dice lie to me?
What Sammy did was highly disrespectful. Plus he lied to me about it.
But I got over it later.
I love him, but my trust for him is gone. He's gonna have to earn that back.
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making my chapters longer cuz this book is gonna end soon😭
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