Sweet Kiss Tea - Connor Ball (The Vamps) fanfiction *completed*

First Date - Part II (chapter 16)

First Date - Part II (chapter 16)

He looked a little shocked but then smiled. "Well that's kinda creepy but I think I can live with it." He said and took my hand. Damn. How is it even possible that I'm still near to hyperventilate when I just touch him? And also is that good or bad? I mean if I'm an old 80 years old grandma one day and he touches me it could probably be that I'm getting a heart attack or something.

"What are we going to do after that?" I asked because my thoughts confused me so.

"Um... I haven't planned yet but I think it would be necessary that we watch some videos together, since you've missed so much. We could cook for lunch if you want." he smiled. "The lads aren't there so we have the whole apartment just for us." He said.

So we stood up and went to their flat hand in hand. We crossed a river and watched some children feeding ducks. "Is it just me or do they look like us?" Con asked and we stood there for a couple of minutes and watched the boy sharing his toast with the girl and the ducks. They were so cute.

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As I opened the door to the living room, I was shocked. It was such a mess. I gave Connor behind me a confused look. "Is it always like that?" He was checking the mail but as he looked through the room, he just mumbled. "You can't let this guy alone." He showed me the way to his room and the first thing I thought when I entered was black. Dark walls and black furniture everywhere.

"Sorry but I felt like that the past 2 years." he smiled and looked for something in a DVD shelf. He finally found it and sat down on the couch. "What is that?" I asked pointing at a CD in his hand which looked selfburned. (A/N is that even a word? idk)

"It's us." He smiled. "Your mother gave it to me. Our parents filmed us very often when we were younger and this are most of those records."

"Aww let's watch them!" I squeked and jumped onto the couch next to him. He started the DVD and I rested my head on his chest. We watched every single record and it was awesome. I wanted to be that little Amanda again. So innocent and pleased. I cried when I saw myself in that pool and heard little Connors cute voice saying: "Now you really look like a mermaid Amy!" Ahhh that was too much for me. I looked up to my boyfriend and smiled as I saw some tears in his eyes, too.

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After that we went to the kitchen and made spaghetti. I tried to find salt for the water in the pot but instead of that I found tons of emty tea packings. I fished them out to read Sweet Kiss Tea in big, red letters on them. Connor already did notice what I found and tried to explain himself.

"I was so lost and it was the only thing, I connected with you which made me happy. So I went to Germany and bought all of them. I'm glad this all is over but I spent most of my time, just sitting here and drinking Tea. I'm British now, I guess." He giggled.

I saw a bit of Sadness in his eyes though and wondered if I could live with that in the future. So many things reminded us on bad times when I was with him... Maybe I should just live my own, separate life and delete all those bad memorys but does it mean I have to break up with him? I could never do that after all we went through. I decited that I had to sleep over it and just enjoy our date that moment.

After we finished eating, it started to rain. It seemed to be perfect for a lazy afternoon but I didn't want to spend my whole first date with Connor, laying on a couch and watching random movies. It was as he had the same thoughts when he suggested to go outside and handed me an umbrella.

I opened the front door and got outside in the tripping water. Then I noticed that he didn't have an umbrella so I started to sing "You can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my umbrella-ella-ella-eh-eh-eh under my umbrella-ella-ella-eh-eh-eh." He giggled and joined me. We walked for a long time then without saying anything. But it was the best silence I've ever been into. It seemed like hours that we just walked down an endless road and I couldn't see anything, but our feet walking through the puddles.

After a long time, we stopped at a bus station. I gave Con an asking look but he nodded like he knew what he was doing. The bus came immediately and he payed for our tickets. the bus wasn't that full and I got a seat next to a window. I felt like a child again, when I watched the raindrops rolling down the window and imagined it was a race.

When we arrived, Connor covered up my eyes with his hand, so I couldn't see, where we were. He leaded me for a while like that. When I finally got to open my eyes I saw a well-known object. It was an elephantslide, the head of an elephant and you could slide down the trunk. I used to love it when I was younger. He brought me to the playground of our childhood hometown. I mean our playground. The place, I spend the best time of my life. With him.

Connor grinned at me and we both started to ran. It's always been a race, who was first on the top of that slide. We both didn't care about the rain that moment. We clamoured like children and enjoyed ourselves as much as we usually do when we are together. God I love that boy. He really knows what fun is.

We both were soaked after that, but stood there and laughed. Then I realised, how freezing it was and Connor put his arms around me. He fished an iPod out of his pocket and gave me one earplug. I was confused but that guy always made any situation better than it was before so I took that earplug. Soon I was hypnotised by the sound of my all time favourite song, Perfect Two.

Before I could even breath, he smashed his lips onto mine. It was so perfect, a kiss in the rain on our playground with the sound of Auburn's Perfect Two in the background...

But bad thoughts came into my head. Yeah I remembered that I didn't want to live with him anymore and I was so scared of the decision I was going to make that night. Is it that worth, that I'm going to remember the worst time of my life like every day just to be with him? Or if we break up, could I live with that? Or would that even make it more difficult for me. Would I regret it?