Dear Ashton,
Every single day I spend time with you, the more the fact that you love someone else slips through my mind. Whenever I'm with you, I easily forget everything else. I was just reminded of this when you had confided in me about your attraction to the beautiful girl you've been pining after for months.
I gave you a huge smile, nodding every once in a while as you told me about how much you love her, all the while ignoring the stabbing pain inside my chest and my heart screaming your name. I knew. I knew you loved her. I've always known.
I just didn't want to accept that there wasn't going to be any room in your heart for me. But now... I've started to accept that I wouldn't ever be anything more than just a friend to you.
You still love her, after all.
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SHE'S NOT ME ( ASHTON IRWIN )
Fanfictionin which a lovestruck teen writes letters to a boy who is in love with someone else ( cover template by @estreIIas ) jess © 2016
