"Mama , why do we always come Here ?"
I knew I was going to have to tell him eventually , but I wanted to wait a little longer .
"Because , we come to visit , someone mommy really cares about ." I say vaguely
"What about these flowers ? And how come you always set them on the ground , cry a little , talk , smile , cry some more , then we leave and why couldn't harper come ? Why just us two ?"
Langston is really observative , always observing his surroundings and trying to figure things out .
"Baby , harper couldn't come , but you will see her real soon , as soon as we get back okay ? And the flowers are for the person mommy cares about ."
"Well , they never come and get them , thats mean , we waste our money , to give it to them , and they just leave it on the ground . Mommy after this we need to stop spending money on this mean person , every time we come , those same flowers are on the ground , and they be died ."
"Lanny , its dead not died , and they do get them , and they think they are lovely , its not a waste of money ." I say as I get him out of his booster seat
"Thanks mama , and see mommy those same flowers are still there ! They are shellfish , they just let them dead ."
"Lan , its selfish not shellfish and they died not dead , well they are dead but ugh , never mind ." I say as we walk up to the grave stone
Here Lays beloved , Little Landon
or
London .Boy Or Girl ,
Mommy wouldn't mind .'You Would be here ,
If heave wasn't so far away .'I repeat the last part in my head , my very first little wolf .
Its not heavens fault that they are there right now , it mine .
I couldn't even hold the tears in as I removed , the now dead flowers from my unborn baby's grave .
"Mommy what's this" Langston runs his hand over the grave stone
'Tell pup , he will understand'
"Thats a grave stone , where people who are no longer here , are . this is where there body goes to rest ."
His face contorts in a confused expression "who's resting here ? , when are they waking up ? I wanna play ?"
I wanna play with them too Lan...
"Langston honey , you know mommy loves you right ?" He nods his little head still looking confused
"I love mommy too . "
"Lan , mommy used to have another little baby before you , but the baby wasn't as big as you . "
"What do mean mamma , you used to have another baby ?" He ask
"I mean ... Lanny you were going to have an older brother or sister , but things went wrong , and they are no longer here ." I say as best as I can
"Oh." Is all he said before sitting down , and staring at it .
It was silent for a moment before , Lan started talking again , " I know your no longer here , but it would have been great to have an older brother , or even a older sister ."
I swallow back a sob , as I watch my baby talk to my other baby .
"But thats okay , we all have to go home one day . your time was just earlier than some . and I hope you don't mind we only come once a year , and that I didnt know who you are until now . "
My tears are freely falling now .
"But mama loves you , and she never forgets you , we have to go now tho . sorry , but mama has to go to work , and us talking can't make her late ."
He says getting up "we'll come visit again though , soon , we love you bye ." he kisses the grave stone the takes the dead flowers from the stone and replaces them with the new ones .
"Tell them you love the mommy , we can't have you running late now can we ?"
Oh , I gotta love my boy .
"Mommy loves you first wolf , and I really hope where ever you are , you forgive me ." I say then kiss the grave stone like Lan did and then walk to Langston , grab his hand and walk to the car with him .
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Offsprings
Werewolf*Sequel To -On The Run.* Its Been 5 years Since Rylinn Left Harlem. She always thought that one day he would come after her, and tell her how much he has missed her, and how much he wants her back. But sadly, that never happened. she still has hope...