Deadly - Poetry

So grey

There's a girl on a train
She puts on an indifferent gaze
Arms crossed over her chest
Legs stretched
Tense for only a moment
And then back to its original state
She was born to be looked at
Still she hides behind poetry
And moments frozen in time
She looks quite timeless though
In her original state
It is quite admirable how she looks so indifferent
And everything seems the same
It's all so blunt
So lifeless
So grey
But she is one to love all colors
And call it a game
Everyone is different and yet we are all the same
And she is the girl
Standing on a moving train
And maybe that is indifferent to you
But to me it feels great
It feels different
Somehow
It doesn't matter
No
Tomorrow will be the same

Please don't let me fall into this vicious circle once again
I want to live like those characters in those books we used to read
Now collecting dust somewhere in a shelf
A house
A memory
We will never feel again
Can you remember their names?
The characters I mean
Where they brave?
Where they scared?
I can't
I want to be like the girl on the train
So indifferent
After all... Isn't it always the same?