Ennoshita weakly opened his eyes, and he was happily greeted by the blinding lights of the hospital room. He slowly got up and scanned his surroundings. He searched for a certain person, but all he found was Narita, who was all covered in bandages, and was sleeping in a chair beside him. The latter stirred awake as he felt the presence of the awakened Ennoshita.
"Ne, Ennoshita. You're finally awake. I found this letter, and it's from (Y/N)...", Narita mumbled as he handed the letter.
Ennoshita opened the sealed envelope, then read the letter found inside it.
Dear Ennoshita,
I know you think less of yourself. Your pessimistic attitude often reaches an abnormally high level. I don't know why, but it irks me to a certain degree. You know that you ain't useless, stupid, and good for nothing like you think you are.Salty tears fell from the man's eyes to the paper he clutched in his trembling hands.
For me, I think you are one hell of a unique bastard, amazing in volleyball, a good pal, and overall a great person. I seriously don't understand why you actually overlook your positive traits.
"(Y/N)...", he whispered, feeling touched by what the girl had said in her letter.
Ennoshita, the word good is an understatement for me. No words in the entire dictionary could actually say how much of an astonishing person you really are. The entire alphabet could barely form a word to describe how cool you are in my eyes.
Ennoshita's sobs started to rise in volume as he kept on reading the letter dedicated to him.
Just because others put you down, doesn't mean that you go down along with their cruelty. Let it be a reason for you to rise above the rest. You are not the person they think you are! You are much better than that! I know it!
Narita stared at Ennoshita with worry in his eyes, afraid to tell something to the crying man beside him.
Ennoshita, even if others bring you down, remember that I am always here for you. I am your believer, I am your biggest fan. I'll be your shoulder to cry on, and I won't stop supporting you even if you think of me as a nuisance. Even if you get mad at me for arguing with you and contradicting the pessimistic words you say against yourself, you know that I will always be here for you, I'll always be by your side no matter what.
"W-What the h-hell? (Y/N), I don't think of you as a nuisance! Shut it!", Ennoshita bellowed as he slammed his fist on the bedside table, surprising the silently watching Narita with his action.
Ennoshita, I love you. That probably is the reason why I hate the words you speak against yourself. You know that I wouldn't fall in love with you if you are the person you say you are. Hahahaha, nope! Whether you're actually perfect or not, I love you. Remember that despite your imperfections, there is someone that would forever love you: me.
Ennoshita buried his face in his knees as he continued to weep. Then, he swallowed the lump in his throat as he kept on reading the note.
I'm sorry if I had annoyed you, and I'm sorry for being the reason why you ran away. Please, Ennoshita. I still love you, nothing has changed, my feelings for you remained, and it will be permanent and infinite. Come back to me, please. I promise that I would forever love you, and I will do my best to not hurt you. Please remain with me. Be with me for eternity. I love you so much, and I wouldn't mind repeating that mantra dedicated to you over and over again.
Love, (Y/N)..
Ennoshita then turned to his friend. "Alright, where is (Y/N)?"
"A-About that..."
"Narita, where is she?"
An eerie and tense silence shrouded the cold hospital room as the two boys stared at each other, waiting a response from each other.
"Narita! Where is she?!", Ennoshita's voice rose an octave higher as he sent a frightening look towards his friend.
The other male shook in fear as he made a firm decision to avoid the lethal gaze given by his comrade.
"Narita, are you mute?! Speak up!", Ennoshita demanded.
Narita did his best to maintain a straight look, biting his lips while doing so.
"Narita!", Ennoshita exclaimed in a firm voice, frightening his pal.
Narita took a deep breath, then turned to face Ennoshita. The black haired male's eyes had an unreadable expression pasted upon its very depths.
"Get some rest.. We are going to visit her tomorrow, if the doctors say it's OK. Muster all the strength you need to face her," Narita spoke solemnly, without a single facial expression visible on his features.
"Why?"
"Damn it! Stop bombarding me with questions! I barely slept!", Narita retorted.
Just then, a doctor entered the room, and he too, felt the tense atmosphere of the room, making him shudder as he approached the two males glaring at each other.
"I'm sorry to have walked in on your heated argument, but, you, Mister Ennoshita Chikara, can finally be discharged," the doctor stated with a sheepish grin, then turned and walked away.
"We leave at dawn," Narita said with a stoic expression pasted on his face.
The next day, the two boys woke up earlier than usual. They walked on the dormant streets illuminated by the rising sun. Narita's breath hitched for a second, then he sighed as they reached their destination.
"Isn't this (Y/N)'s house?", asked Ennoshita.
His friend nodded. The boys became embarrassed as a lot of people sent them looks they could never decipher.
"Why does everybody look so sullen?", Ennoshita inquired mindlessly.
Narita then pointed to a coffin, instantly shocking his pal.
"That's why everybody is sullen, buddy. (Y/N) didn't survive the accident..."
Tear droplets fell like a waterfall from Ennoshita's eyes as he approached the coffin, earning perplexed looks from the people who had gathered at your wake. He immediately broke down as he saw your enchanting figure, now merely just a cold cadaver in front of his very eyes. He didn't hesitate to kiss you, and neither did he hesitate to tell you how he was sorry for being a mean guy to you, and how much he really loves you.
Everyone just stared at the weeping male with their mouths agape.
A/N: Sorry for being sadistic with Ennoshita-kun... Angsty and trashy oneshot. ;-;
Hope you enjoyed reading this. -laughs nervously-
More sadistic angsty oneshots to publish soon! -flies to Mars-
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