A Random Book of Trashy Haikyuu Oneshots

Happy Birthday, Iwaizumi!

June 10, 2016
Luzon Island, Metro Manila, Philippines

My dearest ace, Hajime Iwaizumi.

On the 27th of March 2016, I fell in love with you.

It seriously began with pity, and days after, my mind was screaming your name throughout the day and night, my stomach did somersaults whenever I would think about you, and different hues of red creep into my brown cheeks as soon as I reminiscence you.

I know I didn't love you when I first watched the entire first season of Haikyuu back at the 31st of January this year, I hated you....

...and I was a bastard for doing so...

Hating you is one of the biggest regrets I had in my entire fifteen years of life in this forsaken universe. I'm not going to lie... I actually did regret despising you when there are like, a million things to love about you.

Hajime, I am really sorry for hating you. Realizing how much I loved you took exactly two seasons. I had that overwhelming epiphany at Season 2, Episode 25, at exactly 9:35 AM, March 27, 2016. Did you know that I cried when I saw you break down? It shatters my heart to pieces as I see you wipe away your tears with your white Aoba Johsai volleyball team jersey, doing your best to remain strong even if you were so damn devastated with the results of the freakin' close match against Karasuno.

Damn it! I really want to curse my very existence for hating someone as amazing as you. I feel so useless, stupid, worthless, and good-for-nothing. I made the terrible mistake of judging someone by the cover, and not the entirety of the person's book. I judged you because I feel like you were too violent and harsh. I didn't get to know you back then. But, as the show progressed, I could give myself a hundred reasons to love you.

My life turned upside down when I saw you cry at the last episode of the second season. I really wanted to hug you, and tell you that everything is alright. I want to say to you that you are an astonishing, unbelievably talented, strong-willed ace. But, no words uttered in the history of humankind can ever describe how cool you are as an ace, and as a person overall.

I am really thankful to Sir Haruichi Furudate for creating a character as lovable, cute, determined, and strong-willed as you, Hajime.

I love you from the bottom of my heart, Hajime Iwaizumi, the ace of Aoba Johsai High, and the ace of my heart. Happy, happy birthday, and I love you forever. Even if I was the extremely bitter freak who does not believe in the concept of the word "forever", I will say that the love I had for you will last forever and eternally. And I don't give a damn to people who call me crazy for loving a fictional character like you. It's my life, not theirs, and they don't have the authority to deprive me of something that makes me genuinely happy.

Once again, dear Hajime, I love you, and happy birthday. Thank you for being the reason behind why I smile and become joyful despite the hardships I am facing in my life.

Love,
Miriam, aka the-lone-idiot.

A/N: So... I am sick in bed, I missed school for two days, and the internet router glitched, so I wasn't able to publish this message thingy... sooner. But, yeah. Belated happy birthday to Iwa-chan ♥️♥️♥️