A Random Book of Trashy Haikyuu Oneshots

Hinata Shoyo x Reader: Unchained Melody

A/N: This is my first ever songfic. The song is originally from the Broadway musical: Ghost, but I have decided to use the version of The Righteous Brothers. I love it, oyaoyaoya!!
Note that the italicized words are the lyrics of the song. Bold parts emphasize flashbacks or words spoken in a memory.
Ja ne!
-the-lone-idiot

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You missed him. You missed everything about him. You missed the energetic pumpkin haired male named Hinata Shoyo, the light of your darkened life. He never ceases to make you smile, even if the world gives you at least a million reasons to frown. He had made your insipid life interesting, and he had loved you despite your imperfections.

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time

You really wanted to be in his arms again as you suffered torture by loneliness mere words can't explain. For days, months, weeks, years, and eons, Hinata Shoyo wasn't by your side; he wasn't there when you wanted a shoulder to cry on, he wasn't there when you wanted a companion to talk to. All you had was tears in your alluring (e/c) orbs, now devoid of any joviality. Why? You miss him. You long for him. You truly hungered for his loving touch, that consoling touch that gives you hope to face your problems.

Time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?

You spend countless nights thinking about how he was doing, soaking your pillow with salty tears. You spend your days facing the false hopes of his immediate return. Since your other half was gone for a decade, you couldn't help thinking if he had replaced you with someone more beautiful, loving, and caring than you. It made you weep as you think about your beloved, happily holding hands with a woman a thousand times better than you.

"Stop thinking like that, for goodness' sake! He loves you, right?!", you scolded yourself, your voice noticably rising in octave and volume.

But your conscience butted in, and said, "The possiblities of cheating are high.. What if he actually doesn't love you?"

You can't handle this kind of pain anymore. You fell to your knees, and broke down.

I need your love
Godspeed your love to me

Your screams echoed in your sickeningly deserted room. Used tissues were littered everywhere. The pain in your heart is too unbearable. Nobody could ever comfort you. You yelled out his name, thinking that your wishes would be granted just by doing that. You buried your face in your tear-drenched pillow, and began to wail again.

Lonely rivers flow
To the sea, to the sea
To the open arms of the sea
Lonely rivers sigh
"Wait for me, wait for me..
I'll be coming home, wait for me"

"Sho-chan! When will you come home?", the hopeful female asked her boyfriend.

"Wait for me.. I'll be coming home, wait for me...", the male replied with tears glistening in his brown eyes.

"I'll be coming home, wait for me..."

Those words repeated in your head like a broken record. Ironically, though it hurts you at a high degree because you miss his presence, his assurance is music to your ears.

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered, for your touch
A long, lonely time
Time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me

You love him. You long for him. You need him. You want him back in your arms. You wish you can kill time, so that you won't have to go through this hell. You want to be with him for eternity, till the end of everything that exists in this world. That's the only thing you could have ever asked for. Nothing more, nothing less.

Your only wish is to be happy for a lifetime with your Hinata Shoyo.

Lonely mountains gaze
At the stars, at the stars
Waiting for the dawn of the day
All alone I gaze
At the stars, at the stars
Dreaming of my love far away

Your nights were always spent with you looking at the window, gazing at the twinkling stars at the jet black sky, wishing upon each and every one of them. Your wish never changed, it was constant, it was permanent...

...you wanted your other half back...

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered, for your touch
A long, lonely time
Time goes by so slowly

A decade of anguish had passed, and another decade comes to inflict pain on your broken heart.

And time can do so much
Are you still mine?

You sighed to yourself as you faked a smile to tell the world you're OK. But, your eyes never wanted to lie, so they showed the emotion you truly felt: sorrow, and ardent longing for the person you love, whom you think is probably joyful with someone else.

I need your love
I need your love

Nevertheless, you continued wishing upon the stars; your pleas remaining unchanged. You needed his love so much; it is the only thing that probably gives you a reason to live in this horrible world.

Godspeed your love to me.

Yet, despite that barbaric, mind-boggling, and heart-breaking torture you had endured patiently for twenty years, you kept that small hope you had in your shattered heart.

"I hope he still loves me...", you muttered to yourself as you cried yourself to sleep.