Her

Broken

I sat there in the hospital. Another girl answered his phone... another fucking girl. Thinking to the fights we have had over the course of our relationship. 

" Molly are you okay?" 

Calum punched Luke in the arm. I looked at the bruise forming on his arm like the night me and Ashton had a fight over a picture surfacing the internet, on every social media site and yeah you guessed right, all the big magazines had headlines everywhere... "NEW MYSTEROUS WOMEN SPOTTED WITH ASHTON IRWIN, DRUMMER OF 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER, BUT WHAT ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND MOLLY?"

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We sat, hand in hand. He looked over to his drum set. " Hey come here Molly" . I was so comfy until his hand left mine. Ashton where ya going I thought. Come back. Im cold. So I go up. I followed him into the glass room where his drums were. 

" Come here" 

He sat down on the drum chair with his legs opened. Patting the chair for me to sit with him. Was he going to teach me drums? I looked at him and shook my head. 

" Im not good at drums Ashton"

" thats why Imma teach ya, come here " he giggled.

His laugh was so cute and bubbly. I didnt want to dissapoint him but I wouldnt be able to master the talent he has in one night let alone my life time. " ASHTON"

" MOLLY MOLLY MOLLY" 

".. fine" 

I walked over, I stood there and he pulled me in, I giggled. I didnt want him to think he was winning.

" Here" 

He handed me two drum sticks and wrapped his hands around mine as he lifted his arm and hand to the ceiling mine went with his and BAM. I was drumming but with his help of course. He smiled and looked at me. Our eyes locked. I felt that spark. My lips locked onto his. my hand going all over the place. Travelling but stopped, I opened my eyes and his were still shut. I read the headline. "NEW MYSTEROUS WOMEN SPOTTED WITH ASHTON IRWIN, DRUMMER OF 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER, BUT WHAT ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND MOLLY?" I pulled away.

" Molly? Molly" 

" MOLLY I CANT EXPLAIN " 

" YOU CAN EXPLAIN ASHTON, OH I WANNA HEAR THIS. TELL ME IT ISNT TRUE"

" okay fine its not true but that would be lying, okay but its not what it looks like. Magazine always fucking put in drama to juice it up okay?" 

".... MOLLY OKAY" 

he came closer to me. I didnt want him close. I wanted him far away from me. Maybe he could get a little closer to his female friend. I was so pissed off and the night was going so good. Where did I go wrong. I looked into his sad eyes. Those brown, sad, eyes. I smelt the alcohol on his breath when he opened his mouth every time. A little big stronger the closer he came to me. 

" NO ASHTON" 

" look Molly I was drinking a little okay" 

" yeah ashton I can smell it. Was that what happened.. booze let you have sex with another women Ashton?" 

" WHAT THATS NOT HOW ANYTHING WENT DOWN"

" right Ashton. go away" 

" Molly" I ran. He chased after me in the room. Im thinking, drums the only thing he loves more than what I thought he loved me. I tried running but got pushed to the wall. Pinned by my own boyfriend... or I guess now ex boyfriend. 

" I can explain" 

" your breathe stinks Ashton" 

" I was drinking with the guys, I hid it from you because I know you dont like it that much. Okay and there was this women, she wanted to come on to me, i told her no that I had a girlfriend, READ THE ARTICLE." 

" your lying" 

" im lying? " 

His eyebrows narrowed. 

" Yeah you are. I was waiting here for you to come from the studio and your out drinking" 

" I went to a bar with the guys for a few fucking drinks because the show was a dam success, am I not allowed to drink a few anymore" 

" a few, it smells more like a lot Ashton Irwin"

" God dammit Molly" 

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I looked at him, he never acted this way. I was scared. He was like my dad. Im gonna scream. I love this man and all he can do is tell me lies. I clinched what I forgot was in my hands, his drum sticks. I didnt even think twice. His breathing was heavy on me and I wanted out of this god dam prison he was caging me in. 

" Dont test me Ashton" 

" WHAT I  DIDNT DO ANYTHING ASK THE GUYS" 

" NO" I was furious. 

" FINE" he screamed in my face and I did it. We both heard it, the snapping of the wood. I could feel his heart drop through his body. His face going red, and then I fell to the ground. I held my face crying. Ashtons face dropped and he looked at his hand. He hit me. He fucking hit me. 

" Molly.. shit" 

" leave me alone. go away Ash" 

" Im so sorry" 

" no your not. THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU DID FUCKING GO AND-"

He looked at me. Angry he got up. Walking

" Ashton wait" 

He stormed back " DONT YOU FUCKING WAIT ME. I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU BROKE MY GOOD DRUMMING STICKS" 

" where are you going? "

" TO GET NEW DRUMMING STICKS"

" Ill come" 

" NO MOLLY, YOU DONT GET IT IF YOU DIDNT COME ALONG I WOULDNT HAVE THIS PROBLEM, YOU ARE THE REASON MY FANS HATE ME-"

"MOLLY SHIT, BABE COME BACK..... MOLLY" 

I ran. the door slammed and my heart fell to the ground as did I. I didnt want to talk to no one I just wanted far away from Ashton Irwin to never see him again. 

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... " Molly?" 

I looked at Lukes arm. I put my hand over it. 

" Not cool Cal" 

" Well im sure-" 

" Ashton hit me" 

" WHAT" they both yelled " WHEN" 

" a few months ago, we got into a fight... what if shes the mysterious women the headline read?" 

" The headline... Molly Ashton was at the bar with us and we were drinking and this women came up and asked Ashton to go back home with her and he said no" 

I looked down and cried. Ashton told the truth.... 

... but what if this for us, is too late to fix?