Her

Molly's Scars

Ashton took Molly's arm and held it in his. Crying he looked at her. He looked at the other boys and Jamie. " Um.. Can I just be alone with her" . The boys nodded their heads and left as Luke pulled along Jamie. 

 Hurting inside trying to keep it in. He didn't want anyone taking updates.... like JAMIE. He didnt want the world to see him like this anymore and he sure didn't want Molly to see him like this.... If she could.

ASHTONS P.O.V 

I couldn't let them see me in pain nor the fans. There are always people sneaking camera shots and being sneaky around us. We can never get privacy. We always get mobbed and never asked for it. All I can think of staring at you is how we meant. I love you Molly.

" I love you so fucking much that I don't know what I would do without you. Id be a basket case if I lost you. Probably quite the band.. theres no reason after you, really.. I just don't understand what happened...

.... what are all these scars, why didn't I see what was hurting you. Was I hurting you?, TELL ME MOLLY!!!!"

I heard footsteps. I didn't want to look probably Jamie trying to update shit.

" Ashton. Its not your fault.. hey look at me. I know how much she means to you and I am so so fucking sorry that she found out about how you use to cut, I should have never said anything and if anything it's probably my fault that shes here right now, in this hospital bed, Jamie told me she got messages from that bully too that told Molly " some of Your friends are closer then what you think, their Just behind the window" 

" Luke shes been here for a few months, FUCKING 2 MONTHS AND 10 DAYS LUKE. How did I not know how to save her. I said ' I'll save you Molly' and I didn't, she still lays here, everything I do and say Lucas, can she really hear me or am I going delusional? and if shes just laying here why does she have new scars it doesn't make sense.. -" 

ASHTONS DAYDREAM

" Ashton.." 

I looked over and Luke's face dropped. My eyes grew wider as I hugged her tight. She screamed. I flinched, no no no I didn't mean to hurt her. I was worried... so I hugged her again, not so tight though, she explained the scars.. she was cutting, my one hand ran down her back and the other around her stomach. She whimpered...

" Ash-" 

I looked at her. Something was wrong, something was very wrong. I pulled back the blankets. 

" ASHTON STOP" 

" NO LET ME LOOK, I WANT TO HELP YOU MOLLY. I LOVE YOU" 

" stop it ashto-"

End of daydream 

I heard the drink splash on the floor from Luke's hand. My eyes tearing up. The cuts, they were everywhere... omg.. but these ones weren't fresh..

" Molly why are you cutting yourself" 

" Ashton... ASHTON" 

I looked back at Luke, the drink on the floor, his puzzled face and then back at Molly. NO FUCK NO. MOLLY JUST WAKE UP I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. 

" No.. no.. no... FUCKING NO" 

" Ashton maybe you are going delusional"  

I looked up. I couldn't take it. The fuck is happening to my girl. WHOS HURTING YOU!!!.. and thats when I seen two people out in the hall. One person missing...

" Luke what where those tweets Jamie got again" 

" Um.. something like ' Friends are closer than what you think, Just behind the window'.. The day at the pancake house Jamie said she got those messages too.. creepy"

" Friends?, So Molly knew her?" 

" Um.. I guess... Jamie and I think it might be that weird girl at the pancake house, She wanted Molly's autograph so ba... OMG" 

" No it still doesn't make sense.. unless, did Jamie update were the hospital Molly was staying in at?" 

" Yeah, the first day Molly was admitted here, why" 

" She could only find out where Molly was if Jamie updated the Hospital.. NO FUCKING NO"

" .. so she came in here and hurt Molly, Why would someone want to cut someone, that makes no sense Ash" 

" Jealous.. its her.. it has to be, shes the one bullying her and shes the one that is going to pay" 

" ASHTON... ASHTON" 

I walked out.. this is not my fault, this is hers, one of my fans..

...  and now its personal.