I Love You, I Guess || Tristan Evans

t w e n t y

You: I just had the weirdest conversation with Tris in my entire life 

James: what happened? 

You: he kept messaging me and at first i didn't know what to say to him but then i messaged him back and he wanted to know what was going on and i was gonna tell him the truth but then i panicked and told him that i broke up with Max 

You: i'm confused 

James: so am i. rewind. or explain. xD

You: i don't what the right decision is, James.......

James: when you say you wanted to tell him the truth what do you mean exactly? 

You: i wanted to tell him that i have feelings for him 

You: you know that 

James: i do. i just wanted you to say it. 

You: James! 

James: no seriously now that you've come to terms with it what do you think? is it true or not? 

You: yeah it is 

James: alright great now you won't be denying and convincing yourself otherwise all the time 

You: but what if it ends up like with all the other guys? one day i wake up and realize i'm no longer interested 

James: well what you liked about Tris was his personality and you clicked with your conversations instead of looks and physical things such as kissing and stuff so the chances of that happening aren't very high 

James: and even if that happens it's a chance you have to take because if you just hide yourself away how are you going to ever find someone you match with? someone you have a strong mental connection with as well as a physical one? 

You: i guess you're right 

James: of course. i'm always right. ;) 

You: cocky 

James: you wanted to tell him all of this through text

James: you 

James: the girl who told him that he should grow some balls and tell his girlfriend at the time that he loved her face to face when HE wanted to transmit such information through text

James: that technically makes you a hypocrite 

You: beanbag 

James: where do you get these from? XD 

You: i have a brilliant mind xD 

James: so what are you going to do? 

You: i don't know 

You: in the last conversation i told him i had feelings for someone else and that that was what pushed me to break up with Max but i didn't say who 

You: he gave me advice and told me to just tell the guy that i had feelings for him 

James: well? 

You: well what? 

James: well, you should tell him 

You: i'm scared 

James: you? the sarcastic nora who always shares her opinion scared? 

James: don't joke around with me 

You: you're not helping 

James: seriously, nora, just tell him 

James: it will be a lot easier if you just tell him 

James: text him 

James: with the way your relationship started it's actually appropriate 

You: okay okay i'll tell him 

You: soon i promise 

James: alright

James: i wish you all the best :) 

You: thanks <3 

James: you're welcome <3