Melting

SaTzu | Miserable

SANA

I feel so bad....

I'm too dumb...

I'm a miserable person.. I'm the reason why my Dubu is injured.. why is she suffering right now....

Everybody's mad at me.. they all blame me for what happened...

I'm so miserable right?!

I stood up and walked to the freezing (exaggerated?) sidewalks.. It's winter..

I didn't brought a coat cause it's nonsense..

I want to escape this all!

I went to a bridge.. and looked how deep the river beneath it.

I started crying once more...

I'll surely die when I continue this.. the water freezing and it's freaking deep!

"I'm nonsense in this world right? Nobody loves me!"

"I didn't mean to do it! But why am I blamed for these all?! Am I that bad?!"

"NOBODY NEEDS ME! NOBODY WOULD STOP ME CAUSE I'M A PIECE OF A JERK HERE!"

I shouted those words and continued crying.

"WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME, HUH?! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THAT NEED TO SUFFER SO BAD!"

I fell on my knees and took a bottle of beer from my bag, drunk it straight and threw the bottle away.

I prepared myself to jump.

I crossed to the other of the bridge, where just a footstep, you'll totally fall to the river.

I can feel the strong wind blows against me.

I took a deep breathe as I prepare myself..

I slowly closed my eyes when I was about to jump..

Someone shouted and held my arm.

"YAH~ MINATOZAKI SANA! I KNOW THAT YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME BUT I CAN'T TAKE TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT! SUICIDE WOULDN'T BE THE WAY TO ESCAPE YOUR PROBLEMS, I'M HERE! I COULD HELP YOU!"

It's her.. my dongsaeng.. Tzuyu.

"YAH! DON'T EVER DARE TO STOP ME, HUH?! YOU DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO DO SO! YOU'RE NOT IN MY POSITION TO SAY THOSE STUFFS! NOBODY LOVES ME---" I answered back.

"WHY ARE YOU SO DUMB OR BLIND?... I'M HERE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU! I LOVE YOU, MINATOZAKI SANA! I DON'T KNOW SINCE I'VE HAD LOVE YOU, ALL I KNOW IS I LOVE YOU!"

I was shocked of what she said.. My Tzuyu loves me?.. No.. it can't be..

"You're just saying that to stop me! Differentiate me, Chou Tzuyu! That drama wouldn't work on me..." I chuckled.

Now, she burst into tears.

"Do you think I'm just telling this cause I'm stopping you? NO! I've loved you ever since, I've met you! Do you think I'm just acting? HELL NO, SANA! Cause I never knew how to act in front of you!"

"I'm hurting more if I see you like that! I just can't confess cause I'm afraid that you'll reject me because you have DAHYUN with you!"

"DAHYUN IS NOT YOUR WORLD, OKAY?! SO PLEASE GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF AND DON'T CONTINUE WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO... PLEASE, SANA.. I'M BEGGING I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU..."

That made me shock even more.. I lack words but all I know..

I realized the SIN that I was about to commit which is SUICIDE..

"This can't be...." I said..

"Why does it have to be me?... I don't deserve you..." I continued.

"Sana.. don't think about that.. come on..." she offered her hand.

I looked at her weirdly.

"Go in Here.. Just a step away.. you'll surely die in there." she calmly said as I cross back to her side.

"Listen to me.. Sana... Don't think that I don't deserve you..

I'll prove you...

One... when I was broken before, you were there for me.. when I was mourning for the death of my parents...

You're the one I only had...

And I don't want to lose the person that I love the most.." she said as she leans her face.

"Sana.. come with me.. and I'll prove you how much I love you..." she said as she drags me to her car and brought me to her condo.

She dragged me to her bedroom and kissed me with love... a passionate one...

I slowly close my eyes and responded to her kisses.

She pushed me to her bed and she's now over me...

She's now battling against my tongue and she found her way to my neck, nibbling it,  leaving marks that could be obviously seen by everyone.

I closed my eyes, totally giving in.

She stopped for awhile and looked at me, directly.

"I want to memorize every part of you.. I love you, Minatozaki Sana... I really do.."

I didn't have chance to answer cause she kissed me again as she slowly remove my top.

She slowly depart her lips to mine and explored my body..

"Listen.. I'll stop right here cause I want to do this when we get married..." she chuckled after she said that.

I pouted.

"Fine.. if that's what you want to.." she bit my lower lip as we continue making out.

I'm willing to.. I love her ... so much...

--

TZUYU

I woke up right next to an angel beside me...

I was looking at her angelic face.

"How I wish that I could be the one... How I wish I could live longer..." I burst into tears

"I love you.. but I know I wouldn't last long enough in this world..."

"Always remember me... Sana..." I held her hand as I felt my time is coming..

I closed my eyes.. and thanked God for at least giving me a chance to confess to her..

"I'm sorry, Sana.. " I whispered as I gave a peck to her.

Then.. I slowly lost my senses..

This is it..

Goodbye world.. Goodbye my beloved, Sana.... </3

A/N:

Tada~ Sorry for the sad ending..

I'm just really sad... T_T

So.. I hope you guys still enjoyed it..

Wala na po tong Part II, maawa kayo. XD

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