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Italic words are flashbacks, text messages or mind-talks and this is pure FAN FICTION and idea by the author. Same plot is pure COINCIDENCE. And optional, play the video linked up there for better reading. B U T T E R F L Y sung by Bangtan Boys^^
TAEHYUNG
I'm scared.. I'm scared that I'll lose her.. I'm too scared..
I hopelessly rest my head at the headboard of my bed.. Why does it have to be me? Why does it have to be me who has this kind of illness? WHY!
I'm looking at her picture, our picture when we went to Paris, France together.
If you'll ask about her.. She's Minatozaki Sana and she's my girl friend for 5 years now..
I remembered our promise.. our promise when we went to Paris, France.. at the Eiffel Tower..
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"Sana-yah~ Saranghaeyo~" I leaned my face near her ear, and she was cute when she was shocked with my action but she didn't moved away.
"Nado Saranghae, Taehyung. Promise me, that you won't leave me.." She said , facing my direction as she stares directly to my eyes.
"Why would I, Sana?" I said as I stare to her eyes as well, tucking her hair behind her hair.
"Nothing, just assuring. We're forever, right?" she said, her smiles captivate me and made me fall for her even more..
"Of course, Sana..." I smiled at her, she leaned in to kiss my lips.
I slowly kissed back and closed my eyes.
After few seconds, she pulled away then her smile became wider.
"That's the seal of that promise. I love you, Kim Taehyung."
"I love you more, Minatozaki Sana."
This time, I was the one who leaned in and kissed her soft lips.
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I smiled, not knowing it.. I miss my Sana.. I wish I could live in this planet a bit longer.
Suddenly, my phone buzzed.. Oooh.. There's a text message from her.. from my Sana.
'Babe! I'm sorry, I'm really busy here in Japan, eh.. I will come back real soon. Wait for me, only you, my Taehyung. I love you.'
I replied.
'Can I just follow you there?'
Later on, I heard my phone buzz again.
'Don't! I mean, you don't have to.'
I frowned at her answer, I just really miss her. There's another buzz, so I read her message.
'Don't worry, just wait, a little longer ;)'
I laughed at her emoji, she's really hilarious at times.
'Fine. I love you more..'
After that message, I kept my phone at my pocket.
If you just know, Sana... If you just know my condition...
I walked near my closet, change my clothes. I need to go to a check up.
After changing my clothes, I took my keys and went in my car. I texted my parents that I'll go to the hospital so there's no one inside. I locked the door anyway.
My parents are the only persons who knew about my condition which Coronary Heart Disease (CHD), it's the narrowing of the blood vessels (coronary arteries) that supply oxygen and blood to the heart.
It's the common cause of death of people.. I had a threat from my doctor that I can just live for half a year from now.
When I reached the hospital, I rushed to my doctor's room for my follow-up check up. I knocked at the door.
"Come in."
I went in and sat at the chair beside his table.
"Did you take your medicine?" He immediately asked.
"Yea.."
"But it doesn't change the fact that you can just live for 6 months. Have you told your wife about it?"
"I don't have a wife, sir. Just a girl friend whom I love the most.. and.. No.. I don't have any plan to say this to her.."
"Why?"
"I don't want her to love me just because of pity.." I said, looking down.
"You'll hurt her more if you wouldn't tell this to her.." He said, looking at me with concern.
"I'll take care of it, doc. Thanks.."
"By the way, you shouldn't be stressed, depressed or tired too much."
"Yes, doc. I'll take care of myself.."
I went out politely then ride my car once again when I heard my phone was ringing. I checked out who was calling. It was Sana, she had 5 missed calls.
I answered the call.
"Why did you answer late?" She asked in a sad tone.
"I'm sorry, I was doing something.." I said as an excuse.
"Oh.. It's okay. I love you~" She said in a happy tone.
"I love you more.." I said in my low husky voice.
"Oh stop that voice, Taehyung.. I might can't stop myself to go home right away because of that.." She said then chuckled at the line.
"Then that's good so this longing will end."
"Shh.. I might go back there next week. I promise I'll rain you kisses that's how I miss you, Kim Taehyung.." She said, and I can imagine her wriggling her eyebrows after saying those words.
"I can't wait for that and I'll miss you more, my butterfly.." I said, managing to compose myself.. holding back my tears from my 6 month living term.
"What.. What do you mean.. I'll miss you more.. and butterfly.." she asked in a shocked tone which summoned me in reality, I almost spill it out. SHIT!
"I mean, I miss you more.. And butterfly, cause I don't want to lose you baby.." I answered.
"Psh, I wouldn't cause I love you, Taehyung. I don't want to lose you, too.. By the way, baby.. I'll just call you again later.." She said in a sweet tone.
"I love you too.. Okay, take care there."
If you just know, my butterfly. Although I don't want to lose you, this is my destiny.. I love you so much.. Always remember that, no matter what happen.. Cause anytime, I might be gone in this planet.. But I won't die sadly, since I've met you.. and loved me for who I am.. I love you, Sana Minatozaki.. I wish I have a courage to tell this all to you.. I wish I could marry you before my time comes..
To be Continued~?
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