Melting

사 추 SaTzu | Run~

Inspired by the lyrics of RUN sung by BTS!

This is just a random update, I'm not sure if this will end up to a SMUT so just read it and be AWARE!

SANA

"Sweet-- I mean Tzuyu, Please don't do this.. Where did I go wrong? Why are you suddenly breaking up with me?" -Me

"Do you really thought that I'm serious on you? *chuckles* I just proved to my friends how charming I am, to the point that I can make someone fall for me." -Tzuyu

I can feel myself heating up, and tears forming to my eyes; I feel random emotions-- ANGER, PAIN, HATRED, BETRAYAL..

I can't help it anymore, I slapped her hard on her right cheek, to the point that my hand marked at her cheek but I didn't care.

"How dare yo--" She was about to yell on me.

"That isn't enough on how painful the pain you gave to me! I regret meeting you and accepting you into my life! I hate you, Chou Tzuyu!" I shouted at her as I push her hard causing for her to fall, the people in the campus were looking at us already, getting their attention but I didn't care.

I can feel my chest tightening, lessening my breathing. My sight was getting blurry.

I have Congenital Heart Disease, in fact; I shouldn't get stressed or get mad but here I am now, I glanced to her once again, actually glaring at her.

"Why am I in love alone? Why am I hurting alone? I guess you didn't have any feelings for me. Anyway, you wouldn't see me ever again. I have Congenital Heart Disease and yet; I tried to live normal for you, for us but you didn't see those efforts and you just broke my heart so easily. Look, I shouldn't be telling you this because you don't deserve to know about it."

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That was 2 years ago; I lived in California, not to have a surgery but to continue my studies. My parents knew about it and I had an attack so they decided to separate me from the person who was giving me stress.. back then; it was Tzuyu.

I think I've moved on within those two years but still I don't want to see her.

"YAH! Sana, is that you? Ohmy!" I heard a familiar voice, my best friend's Dahyun.

"OMO! Dahyun, I missed you!" I said, hurrying to her as I hugged her tightly.

"Yah! How dare you leave me without saying Farewell!" She shouted, lightly slapping my shoulder but it isn't strong so it wouldn't hurt but her eyes were teary.

"I'm sorry-- I had to leave immediately that time. Please forgive me, Dubu~" I begged with my cute voice that she couldn't resist.

"You really know my weakness, Minatozaki. You know I can't say no with that voice! Fine, I forgive you~"

I pulled away from the hug and smiled at her, she smiled back and suddenly jerked back.

"YAH! Before I forget; *hands me a CD* Please watch that.."

My eyebrows suddenly furrowed.

"What is this for?"

"Just watch it when you got home, okay? For now, I need to go. See ya' around! Good bye!" She kissed my cheek as she rushed to run away.

I just shrugged and went in my car, started the engine as I see a familiar girl, walking at the pedestrian lane. The girl whom I don't want to see, the girl I used to love.

All the pain and feelings that I attempted to forget came back in a sudden; I shook my head, decided to pretend that I didn't see her..

I drove home. Once I arrived; I immediately set the DVD player to watch whatever the CD is containing.

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Later on; her face facing at the cam showed. There are some bandages at the bridge of her nose and cheek but still; a sweet smile was at her face and I could really tell... she's still damn beautiful.

"Hi Sana, it supposed to be our 2nd Anniversary today. How are you? Are you doing good? I hope you do. Look; About I told you, two years ago.. was all a lie.. I'm REALLY serious on you and to be honest, up to now.. You're still the one in here. *points at her left chest* and you'll always be. All I can do is to LOVE you, but I was a coward back then, I decided to run away and set you free;  I was scared that you'll be involved into the troubles I'm going into but I changed for you and doubted my ability to hold unto you.. if I can protect you or what but when you told me that you hated me, my world shattered beneath my feet. It was painful to let you go, it was so painful but I tried to handle it, thinking that it was better for you but I was wrong and later on; I realized the dumbest thing I did in my life, you didn't had any flaws at all, in fact; you're making me fall for you more each day. Few days later, I heard that you had an attack and went to California.. I tried to find you in there but I failed.. I failed to find you.. to tell you how sorry am I. I'm a better person now, I can defend you from anyone. I'm already a soldier, sweetie and I hope I still have a chance to get you back to me, I promise it'll be worth it. Just please.. Once again.. I'm Sorry.. and I love you.. and I'll always do."

"T-Tzuyu.." Her name came out from my mouth, up to now.. It hasn't sink in me. All this time, I hated her for breaking my heart without seeking for the true reason why she did it to me.

Such an idiot side of you, Minatozaki Sana.. but still the pain remains...

Should I talk to her or not? Should I forgive or not? Should I accept into my life once again?

-- To be Continued ? --

A/N:

Hey guys, I'm baek~ Lmao, so yeah. This is a normal one but MAYBE the Part II will have an intimate scene! Well, it's up to you if you want the PART II! Hit vote and comment if you enjoyed this one! Motivate me~ to update/reveal the PART II!

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