I Know I Shouldn't But I Just Can't Stop Myself

Dreams

Chapter 7
Hey everyone, it's been a week or so hasn't it? I'm sorry if you guys felt like you were waiting for this chapter for a while. I've had a lot of event happening like my birthday, my brother's birthday the next day, and I went to the Florida Keys today. I had fun. Oh, and school is finishing up, finals are pretty much here so it's finally summer break! Okay, let me not rant, here's your update. :)
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Martin
We stood there in the darkness of the night, the air slightly chilly. Her lips were parted, and every time she exhaled through them, I could feel her breath fan out over my lips.
"Martin." She whispers, sounding needy, but I didn't mind at all if she sounds desperate. I just savor the moment of us being here. God, I love the way she says my name.

I can't take this anymore.

I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her in suddenly, but not harshly. Just enough to make her feel the contact of our bodies together. She gasped. Fuck I love that sound she makes. I smirked. She placed her arms around my neck.

I removed my right hand from her waist and used it to gently rub my thumb against her jaw, then ran it just below her bottom lip. I leaned in, brushing my lips against hers. I sighed at the feeling.
"Just kiss me, idiot!" She whisper-yells.
"Don't have to tell me twice." I said, my voice low and husky.

I smashed my lips against hers, both of us gasping at the feeling that we've been waiting for. The kiss was fast and heated. She runs her fingers through my hair, tugging the ends. I sighed. I ran my tongue along her bottom lip, practically begging for an entrance. She parted her lips without hesitation, and I explored her mouth with my tongue. I took this opportunity to explore every inch of her mouth. Oh god, she tasted better than I imagined.

When I was finished exploring, I kissed her some more. Her lips her like a drug, they were addicting.

I pulled away hastily, catching my breath and immediately put my lips against her neck.
"Oh, Martin, please." She says lowly.
I think she's asking me to find her sweet spot. I make my way down her neck. When I get smack dab in the middle at the side of her neck, she moans, quite loudly may I add.

She claps her hand over her mouth, squeezing her eyes shut, trying not to draw the attention of other people to our doings.

I smirked against the spot that made her moan and sucked and licked it. She moans, making sure it was not as loud as the last one.
"Martin." She says breathily. I love it when she moans my name.
"Martin." She says a second later, but her voice was transitioning into another. I detach my mouth from her neck and look at her slowly.
"Martin, wake up." She says, sounding like Caroline.

What the...?

My eyes shot open. I sat up quickly, taking in my surroundings. I'm in my studio, on the couch.
"That must've been one hell of a dream you had there." It was Caroline, standing next to me, having a hand on my shoulder.
"What are you doing here?" I asked her, panting a little.

She removed her hand from my shoulder and said,
"I just came to work, and you're usually there to greet me, but today you wasn't. So I came up here to see if you had come to work early. Then I saw that you had crashed here from last night and you started breathing heavily and moaning. That's when I woke you up. What in the world were you dreaming about?"

My eyes widened and my cheeks flushed. It was all a dream?

I wasn't about to let Caroline see that I was blushing, so I stretched and got up off the couch.
"What did you dream about?" She asked again.
"Oh, I just...I was running and the next thing I knew, I was eating pizza." I lied, trying to find some explanation that adds up to me heavily breathing and moaning. She chuckled.
"You love pizza so much that you dream about it?" She asks. I nodded, fake-chuckling. She didn't notice, thankfully.

"What time is it?" I asked her, genuinely meaning it.
"Almost six in the morning." She replied, looking at the digital time on her phone.
"Well let me go home really quick to freshen up, and I'll come back. Crystal's not starting until nine."

With the mention of Crystal's name, I saw the look on Caroline's face; it wasn't a good one. I can't really read the emotion, but I know that it isn't a positive one. "Oh god girl, you have no idea what I have in store for you." I mentally said, remembering the plan to teach Caroline a lesson about breaking the rules.

"Why are you looking at me like that? What did I do?" I asked, pretending to have an inquiring look on my face. I mentally smirked because I knew what I was doing.

She fixes her face quickly, slightly shaking her head.
"Oh sorry, I was just thinking about something. You didn't do anything." She responds, trying to cover up herself.

Mmmhmmmm.

(A.N: I know Martin doesn't have a drivers license, but for the sake of the story, let's just pretend he does.)

After a few minutes of chatting, I walked outside the building to my vehicle. I got inside and I drove out of the parking lot. My mind wandered back to the dream that I had. Why the hell would I have a dream of making out with Crystal. I mean, I don't like her.

"Yes you do!" That annoying little voice in my head remarked.

"No. We are only gonna teach Caroline not to break the rules." I replied to it out loud.

"You know you like her, shut up!"

"No, you shut up. I've barely known her for a week."

Okay, I'm talking to myself in my car. I really need some fucking help. I shook my head to rid of any thoughts that decides to start rearing their ugly heads. I don't like Crystal, not in that way anyway. We need to be professional, and that's final. Okay? Okay.

Good, now that that's settled, I'm gonna go have a shower because I'm still in my clothes from yesterday, and I feel disgusting. And I also need to brush my teeth, which also adds to the disgusting feeling.

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"How did I end up falling asleep again?" I ask myself out loud, my voice echoing in the bathroom, water trickling down my back and face. What? I like to think things while in the shower.

Oh yeah! After Crystal asked me what time to come in today, Dustin came back in from the bathroom. They saw that it was getting late and the bid their goodbyes.

Not long after they left, I set the studio lights to a dim purple color. Whenever I change it to that color, it always winds me down, whereas the blue or the yellow always makes me feel lively in the morning when I feel like a piece of shit. I went to sit on the couch, in the same spot as Crystal and removed my black Nikes from my feet, and laid down. From there, that's how I fell asleep. I was gonna just take a little rest, not sleep but it just kinda happened. Oh well, what's done is done.

After my shower and brushing my teeth, which felt really good by the way, I put on my usual black attire but decided to go with gray Nikes instead of the black ones with the white swoop.
"Change it up a bit Martijn." I mentally tell myself.

For my hair, I just wet my hands and run them through my curly mess of a fringe, nothing fancy.

I put on a watch that I got from Tag Heuer, grabbed my phone and keys and walked out my house, making sure that I locked both locks.

My first full day with Crystal-Violet starts now.

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Hey cuties! Another long-ish chapter for the long-ish wait. Do you guys like when a chapter is in one POV the whole chapter or do you like POV switches during it? I hope you guys are liking how the story is progressing so far. Am I going too fast? Too slow? Thank you guys for reading, it means a lot. I love you! <3
~Lilian