Ahhhh, finals
As if school aka hell couldnt get any worse.
Now, youre expected to meet a certain standard and if you dont, then you cant move on with your life. Youre held back and cant graduate with your friends. Saddening, indeed. Therefore sadness turns to frustration, frustration turns into anxiety, anxiety turns into depression and then thats where your left.
(A/n in case youre confused, here is the order:
Sadness >frustration >anxiety > depression)
In a deep, dark, swirling hole. Your head full of thoughts as to why youre not good enough. Why you couldnt meet that standard. Why you couldnt be good enough to stay with your friends and graduate with them.
As time goes on, the thoughts get darker, and darker, and darker.... You begin to think that death is an amazing option... A window to escape this dark, dark, prison. The only thing holding you back is that what there is after death, or if there even is an after. Therfore you just sit there, contemplating death
But then again.... Its just a test....
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