Do you ever feel like you're being forgotten? Like everyone around you is slowly losing notice of you? Your world starts to take less color?
Thats me. Lately, i feel forgotten. i literally have to be yelling, "Hey Guys!" when we're all sitting at the same table and even after that no one pays attention. Hell, im starting to thunk they dont even care anymore.
Now i know what you might be thinking, "Alex, you're being preposterous!" But the thing is, I completely doubt i am.
If it's coming to the point where i have to yell to get the slightest bit of attention from my 'friends' and that they ignore the fact that im literally crawling on the ground in pain then i guess that i really am being preposterous.
My world is slowly losing color. The grass that i always thought was blue as a kid has turned to dull grey. The sky i always found amazing to stare at has become nothing but white.
Lately all i do is sit and watch the world go by. There's no point in trying to communicate to them, they dont care anymore. So, might as well wait for your death for when they do start caring again....
That is, if they'll even care after death.
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Teen Fiction*WARNING: MIGHT BE TRIGGERING, DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED TO DO SOMETHING NOT SO PRETTY!!!!* Hey hey! It's your soon to be favorite psychological koala here! This book is full of rants, random thoughts, open arguments, and is what Im consideri...
