I will sometimes find myself staring at a mirror and thinking of ways my body could look better. For example, i could have less leg fat, and face couldnt be so round, and....well.... You get the point.
I find myself imagining how much prettier i would look with green eyes, or dimples. Because dimples are honestly amazing. I find myself regretting my recklessness with my body and having the result as the many scars you see today.
Honestly, after listening to the 'perfectionist' in my head, ill think lowly of myself but the next day i really could give less of two sh*ts of how i look. I rather not go through the surgery to make so and so look better, or workout to make so and so less larger.
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