Waking up I knew I wasn’t going to be in a good mood. I just had a feeling. I had been so happy that Kendall was here, we had been going out everyday, I had to show her around while she was here. Today all three of us are supposed to be going to the cinema to go see Paranormal Activity but I honestly don’t feel like it. Right now I just feel like going to sleep before I do something that Kendall will find out about.
I was sitting on the counter in the kitchen with a bottle of water and a bowl of cereal in front of me, debating whether or not to eat it and trying to work out how many calories it would be. I would need to work out later for a while to burn it all back off. It would be easier to just not eat.
“Morning!” I looked up to see Liv walk in, her hair a complete mess, a vest top and low hanging sweats, her tummy showing her belly button ring. I was always jealous of her, she was so skinny and could eat anything she wanted. I always felt like such a whale around her, whenever we decided to go out all the guys would focus on her. Maybe that was only because I always ignored them because I felt uncomfortable.
“Morning” I yawned before taking a sip of my water. “Well it’s actually afternoon! I said looking up at the clock which showed it was after 2PM.
“Oh whatever, I was up late talking to Frankie on the phone.” she said, a smile coming to her face.
“What’s going on with you and my boy?” I asked, Frankie was like my brother. He was the same age as me, as soon as I introduced them they have grown so much closer.
“Dude, he misses you! He hasn’t saw you in forever and he really doesn’t like it” she laughed, obviously trying to change the subject.
“Y’all are dating aren’t you?” I asked and she blushed. “Cougar” I laughed shaking my head just as Kendall walked in, fully dressed.
“Why aren’t any of you ready!” she asked looking at both of us.
“Actually, I’m going to pass today baby girl. Liv will still go with you though. I need to catch up with some homework” That was a lie.
“Ugh, fine! Liv please go get ready” Kendall pouted and I smirked, she was just like me. It actually scared me a little.
I jumped from the counter and followed Liv into her room to try get more information about her and Frankie. I jumped onto her bed and curled myself round one of her pillows as she rummaged through her closet.
“I swear Fee, if we come back and I see any evidence that you have hurt yourself in some way or another I will flip” she said with her back to me, I instantly tensed up.
“I wasn’t planning on it” I whispered and watched as she shook her head while pulling a pair of shorts on, showing off her amazing legs. Jealous.
“Yes you were, you still are but you are trying to convince me that you’re not going to do it but know you Fee. You promised that you wouldn’t do it while Kendall was here.” she sighed and turned to face me.
“She wont be in the apartment” I said quietly causing Liv to throw her arms up in the air.
“You are unbelievable” she said shaking her head, my eyes started to fill up, I hated when she knew what I was about to do and the fact she used my sister against me made it worse.
“It’s not my fault Olivia” I said before standing up from her bed and leaving her room. “I’ll see you later Kendall” I said before going to my room and closing the door.
I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling, I could hear Liv still getting ready and banging around in her room while Kendall watched television in the living room. I looked around and spotted my ipod, grabbing it I pushed the buds into my ears and made sure the volume was at its highest before playing Fast life. I then grabbed my phone and smiled when I had an email from Joseph, it was like this kid just didn’t leave his phone alone. When I opened it I smiled when I saw an attachment, he had been sending me random pictures of what he has seen and where he was. I was surprised this time though, I’m guessing the picture was him but I couldn’t really tell. He had a massive bubble jacket on, a scarf that covered his mouth and nose and then a hat and his hood up, the only thing I could see were his eyes, his brown eyes. I laughed when I look what he had said.
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Fiksi PenggemarPheonix is a 19year old self harmer. It is just something she does to survive but after eight years of struggling with anxiety, cutting and eating disorders it finally gets to the point that she either gets help or dies. Of course she would pick the...