The Star In Our Hands(lesbian story)[#Wattys2016]

Chapter 12

I didn't turn around as I wasn't ready to face her,plus I always looked so bad when I woke up.

"Good morning sweetie."she said in a warm tone that gave me goose bumps.

I pretended that I didn't hear her as I was supposed to be sleeping at the moment.She wrapped her arms around my waist softly and stayed like this,until we both fell asleep again.When I woke up we hadn't moved an inch.Her scent had not only spread in my lungs but also in my heart.

Little did she know that she wasn't the only one feeling safe by our touch.Viv cut my thoughts by moving until the edge of the bed and getting up.She walked to my side,knell and looked at me.Her gaze was warm,enough to make my entire body crave for some cold air.

"Good morning." she whispered gently but silently,as someone was watching us.

All I did was smile at her even though I was feeling embarrassed as I didn't want her to see my puffy eyes and sleepy expression.

After that,her look turned to the table next to my bed.My heart started racing,I didn't want her to see the invitation.I started praying that she doesn't open it but the moment she took it in her hands,ready to do what I was afraid of,I stopped her by grabbing her hand.

"Don't touch it.Just place it back,where it was before."I ordered her with a strict tone.

All she did was place it back as she was probably scared by my look and tone.

"I thought we didn't have secrets from each other." Viv said getting sad.

I frowned and smirked before answering to her.

"Hey,you know,you were the one who was hiding the fact that you're in love with me and trust me,that's not something simple." I said angrily.

She looked down at her feet and left the room walking slowly,like the slow motion was enabled.I watched her walk away until I finally decided to stop her by running after her and turning her around so she was facing me.

I could see her eyes loading with tears that were about to make their way down to her soft skin from time to time.

"I don't like fighting with you." she said with a trembling voice.

"It's not my fault,you always cause that with your stupid complaints." these words came out of my mouth like burning fire heading straight to her heart.

She looked at me with a look full of mixed feelings.I could tell there was definitely sadness and anger in her but something between these was confusing me.Even after those words her look still had it's kindness and warmth.I could tell how much she loved me without even talking to her.But now,her heart was in pieces and not even the strongest glue could stick them back.

The next few seconds were blank for me.Last thing I felt was her,pushing me hard so I ended up on the floor.

When I opened my eyes I saw my mum standing next to me but my vision was too blurry so I repeatedly opened and closed them to get rid of the dizziness.

I was on my bed this time but I couldn't remember how I ended up on it or why my mum looked so worried.

"Are you feeling alright?" my mum said.

"A little dizzy but anyway.Mum,what happened?Why are you so worried?"

"I saw Viv running out of your room crying and when I came upstairs I saw you laying on the floor fainted."

Viv...when my mum mentioned her name I remembered everything.Our second fight and her reaction.I was probably too shocked from the punch she gave me and as a result I fainted.Our friendship was probably over after that.Neither me nor her would have the guts to face each other anymore.Everything would change.

The day went by with a lot of crying and negative thoughts,I didn't manage to sleep at night as well.Next morning,I woke up with a terrible headache but I had to go to school.

After getting ready,I drove to school,feeling my heart racing right before I arrived there.I was afraid that I'd break if I faced Viv.I ran to the class immediately avoiding everyone and I sat where Angel sits everyday.After the bell rang everyone started heading in and I ran to hug Angel like she was my saviour.I also asked the girl who sits next to her if I can take her place just for today.She luckily agreed.

That was going to be a long day...

Hey guyys!I'm so sorry that I didn't update for ages I was too busy these days but I promise I'll make it up for you :3
Love ya'll :*