DAN P.O.V
Surrounded by darkness. I could not see nor feel anything around me. I was in a black Abyss unable to see,move or smell. Is this what it's like to be dead? At least no one else was here to bother me. There was maybe one person who I wouldn't mind being here with even if I couldn't speak to him. I just feel better and more 'alive' with his presence next me. Then I realised the soft sound coming from somewhere far away. It was a male singing. 'All I want is nothing more To hear you knocking at me door' It was phil. I tried to call out, move, do anything to let him know I was here...'cause if I could see your face once more, i could die a happy man I'm sure' God phil had a beautiful voice. I'd never heard him sing before. 'When you said your last goodbye I died a little bit inside I lay in tears in bed all night Alone without you by my side' i tried with all the strength I had (which wasn't much) and I called for him. I Tried so hard to move at least one muscle. Nothing. The voice was getting louder 'But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me? Take my body Take my body, All I want is, And all I need is To find somebody. I'll find somebody like you.' Oh god phil I'm so sorry! I fucked up. I'm such an idiot. I've never stuffed things up this bad before. At Least I don't have my fat body here. Wherever 'here' was. 'So you brought out the best of me, A part of me I've never seen. You took my soul and wiped it clean. Our love was made for movie screens.' PHIL! I fucked up i get it! Let me come back to you! PLEASE! If Anyone's keeping me here please let me go back to him. Let me atleast go back for long enough to let Me kiss him. 'But if you loved me. Why'd you leave me? Take my body, Take my body.All I want is, And all I need is To find somebody. I'll find somebody.' PHIL you fucking have me! I'm still here! Right? I'm not dead? Oh, please don't be dead! Phil I'm coming! I'll try my hardest to get to you lion. I fucking love you so much you little shit!PHILS P.O.V
It's been almost two weeks since dans been out. I thought maybe if I sung him something he would come back to me. I really did just wanna see my bear on his feet again. I look down at the almost lifeless body. Why wasn't he moving? Why can't he come back into my arms? I need him! I need him so much he doesn't even realise! My baby needs me! It was my fault too! If I had of just stayed with dan and cuddled with him I could've stopped him from doing this! But no I'm such a coward I couldn't even tell him I loved him untill he was literally dying in my arms! He doesn't deserve to be in this pain! I hope he comes back soon... I don't know if I'll be able to last another week! Maybe I'll have to join him! Maybe if i was gone he would be allowed back. Tears started to drip slowly down my face and land on dans expression less one. I look down and smile at his beauty. I place my hand on his forehead and carefully flick my tears off his face. Dan's life support starting to beat a lot quicker as I call out for help I see dans hand shake. HE'S COMING BACK TO ME! What if he doesn't want me? What if he hates me? Stuff it I don't care if he hates me I just want him to wake the fuck up!
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With You (a phanfiction)
Fanfic*MAY BE TRIGGERING* Dan's been bullied his whole life and thought moving to a new place to start collage would change everything. He's roommate phil gives dan something to live for but not even phil can keep the memories flashing back and the negati...