Coming Outta The Locker Room (BoyxBoy)

Ralphy.

This chapter is goimg to start in Ralph's POV.

And further more..xD Jamie and Ralph have been together for a whole month! :) Enjoy!:)

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I didn't have to wake up for school because it was Saturday.... I'm awake because Bella is screaming. I jump out of bed looking for Bella. Where did she go!?!? She wasn't in my room anymore.

I race down my stairs and look my screaming baby. I ran into the kitchen and there was Bella in my mothers arms. She was shaking Bella telling her to stop screaming. I ran up to my mother and ripped Bella from her arms.

My mother gave me the death stare. "How dare you!?" She yelled.

"YOU can't shake a baby!!" I looked down at Bella her eyes her bright red from crying and her skin looks burned. I looked at her burns ignoring my mothers screams.

"Did you burn her!?!?!?" I screamed. She gave me a smirk. "She should have stopped screaming." My mother said. I was disgusted. Fuck you you stupid bitch!

I quickly ran up stairs to treat Bella's burns. I cleaned them out with rubbing alcohol. She screamed in pain and I just told her I know baby. It will be over soon. Then I put the cream on the burns and put band aids on them.

Then Bella's crys stopped but were only tears. "See baby, it's all over." I said and kissed her little nose. She had a smile on her face. I walked into my room and made Bella her nest. I laid her down and she was soon asleep. She sure lives up to her name well..

My mother called my name. I walk down to the tiny kitchen. I walk past our smelly living room. It smells because mother had a party last night and I refuse to clean it not knowing what it is.

She was chopping pills up with her weed next to her. "Ralph I need you to make breakfast dinner. You know I get hungry when I smoke a bowl." She stated. God. I walked to the oven and put it on 350. I just threw chicken in the over with no flavor. I put the timer for an hour. I hope it burns.

"When the beeper goes off. Take it out." I said flatly. She nodded and stops me from going upstairs.

"Ralph stay with me.... Wanna get high with me?" She asked.

I have been through more pain then anything in a long time. Between her physical and sexual abuse. I can't take it. Did I wanna get high. Yes I did. Did I wanna get high with her. No. I have gotten high before.... It wasn't my proudest moments.

It was the first time my mother raped me. If I didn't get high I would have killed myself. So don't be judging me. I will never cut again. I left way to many scares and I don't want to worry Jamie. He didn't see but I will not risk.

It might be with her but this might take away my pain. Or this might be a trap to rape me again. Fuck it. I'm going for it. I'm sorry Bella. I sit down at the tiny table and my mother takes to first hit. Then passes me the joint.

I take in a long drag. Smoke filling my lungs. I smile wide and let the smoke escape through the corners of my mouth. I felt the weight of the day flot up into the air with the smoke.

Things began to slow down. I felt pretty amazing. I looked over at my mother she was feeling the same things I was feeling. She gave me another drag. Nice things were amazing.

I feel pretty hungry. I tried to walk to the oven to get something but it seemed so far away. When I got there I got the chicken. It was done and it may he plain but I was actually good.

My mother joined me and we were high and eating chicken. Isn't this a good mother son activity? Oh well. I feel so good right now. I take another long drag. The smoke filling up my lungs. My brain getting lighter and lighter.