You Were Right

Forgetting...

Some real drama is about to go down. MAJOR turn from last chapter....

Mitch's P.O.V.

Me and Y/N have been a thing for a couple of months now. Don't get me wrong she is an amazing person but I just don't feel the same for her as I did when I just met her. I don't know of it's just the fact that I felt that I had to protect her or if it was love but now dying out. I'm just not sure but I don't want to stay in a relationship that I'm not fully passionate about. It's not just that I don't want to keep a unsteady relationship but the fact that Y/N deserves someone to love her with all their heart, not just part of it. So I guess it's time to come clean. "Y/N?" I call from the kitchen. Scott was in the living room so I hoped he didn't over hear the conversation. I hear foot steps and Y/N walk into the kitchen.

"Yea?" she says. she looks at me and a slightly worried face overcomes her face.

Y/N's P.O.V

He's about to break up with me. Right here right now isn't he? 

Is the first thought that comes through me mind. "I've been thinking and um I don't know how to say this." he says. Definitely breaking up with me.  

I decide to finish the sentence for him " I understand. Your breaking up with me. Friends?" 

"Of course. I'm sorry it's I don't feel the same and you don't deserve to be in a relationship with someon-" 

I cut him off "It's fine. Umm and I have to be some place."  I didn't have plans until now. My new plan was to forget everything. I did truly love Mitch with all my heart and that's why if he wants to go I'll let him go.  I'll miss his kisses, his love, and everything he gave me but it was his choice not mine. I will always love him and i though he though the same for me but apparently not. I walk out of the house ignoring Scott asking what had happened. I kept walking and walking. Until I arrived at some bar. It was about 2 in the afternoon so it wasn't that busy. I walk right up to the counter take a seat and say "2 beers please." The guy nods and places the two bottles in front of me. I start to chug one stopping only for a breath. I finish the bottle and slide it to the side. I open the other one not chugging it but just sipping at it. I'm so done with life. It looks up but then just drags me under again. I'm worthless. not needed. No one likes me. 

the bartender snaps me out of my thoughts and ask "So whats such a darlin like you doin chugging all this alcohol?" He has a strong southern ancient. I looked up to meet the hazel eyes of the bartender. He had dirty blonde hair that was styled kinda like Conner Franta's. 

"Forgetting." I say plainly. He nods and I look down at my drink taking a big gulp. 

"I think this will be more efficient" he said sliding a big jug of vodka my way. 

I give him a half smile and say "Thanks..." 

"It's on the house." He adds. My smile grew bigger. I am totally forgetting everything tonight. I chug down the rest of my beer. I crack open the bottle and take a sip. Damn this stuff was strong. I kept taking sips until I felt dizzy. Not enough though. 

It's about 5 now and the bartender that was here earlier had left. The bar was more crowded and I continued my mission. 

The night continues on and I'm about half way done with my vodka bottle.  By now I'm a hot mess and I can't remember anything that has happened earlier. to be fair just memories of being beaten, cutting, and hated were in my head. All the bad memories. tears start to come out of my eyes. Nothing good has ever happened to me. I start mumbling to myself over and over these things "I'm worthless, everybody hates me, I'm not needed, I'm a disappointment, and I should kill myself for these reasons." I continue my saying over and over, non stop, still sipping at my vodka.

Avi's P.O.V.

I walk into my favorite bar ready to have a great time. I walk up to the counter ready to order a drink until I look over. There I find a mess of Y/N. She is hunched over, hair hanging messily covering her face, hand clinging to a jug of vodka that is supporting her. How the hell did she get that?  I walk over to her and hear her mumble things to herself. She just keeps mumbling "I'm worthless, everybody hates me, I'm not needed, I'm a disappointment, and I should kill myself for these reasons." to herself over and over.

I finally speak up "Y/N?"

She stumbles around startled and confused. She eventually sees me and looks at me. "Wh-what do you want?" she says somewhat aggressively. I take a step back and look into her eyes that contained no sanity or control at all.

"What happened?" I ask.

"M-Mitch broke up wi-with me." She slurs. She was about to take a sip of her vodka but i snatched it from her. Her eyes filled with anger and confusion.

"No more. Did you drink all of this?" I say. She nods her head I place it on the other side of the counter and grab her hand. "I'm taking you home." I sate.

"NOO! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!" She screams. 

"Oh well." I say as I place her inside the passenger seat of my car. I hop into the drivers seat and drive out. Y/N stops screaming and freaking out and starts mumbling her saying again.  "None of that's true Y/N, stop." I try to say. She doesn't respond she just continues to mumble. I roll my eyes and I pull into Mitch and Scott's drive way. 

I literally have to drag her out of the car and carry her over my shoulder all the way to the door. It's 11 at night, I hope someones up. I stand Y/N up and she just continued to mumble to herself the same thing. It's like she is in a trance. She must have really loved Mitch to have put herself through this. I knock on the door and soon here shuffling and foot steps. The door opens and there is Scott. "I found you friend." I say.

"Omg! What happened! Mitch told me that she said she had to go out so I wasn't that worried. What happened?" He rambles.

"I found her at a bar and she had almost finished and entire thing of vodka. She said that Mitch broke up with her. And she won't stop saying this one saying over and over." I explain. We stay quiet for a second so Scott can hear Y/N's verse. 

He gasp and says "Thank you so much Avi for bringing her back! Mitch is going to get his ass beat." I gently pass her over to Scott who starts whispering sweet nothings into her ear. "Have a great night Avi, thanks again." Scott says. 

"You too." I say and wave. I walk back to me car and drive back home.

Scott's P.O.V.

What the hell. I sit Y/N on the couch telling her to stay still. I storm up to Mitch's room ready kill him. Not literally but you know what I mean.