Someone I Haven't Seen For Awile

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Y/N's P.O.V

I have no idea how long I've been like this but all I can see is a white light that gradually keeps growing as time goes by. Though I can hear Mitch's sobs and small speeches he says to me. I need to stay alive, for him. If it wasn't for him, maybe I wouldn't be fighting to stay alive. I feel Mitch;d hand constantly on mine, sometimes he hugs me and I want to hug back but I just can't. He cries into my neck and I want to wipe his tears away. But I just can't. I'm stuck listening and feeling him cry over me. It hurts so much to not be able to tell him 'I love you Mitch.' But I knew I'd the white light got to me before I got back to Mitch, I would be dead. Never to be able to reach him, so I keep fighting to stay alive.

Mitch's P.O.V.

It's almost been a week since she has gotten in here. Tomorrow is the 4th of July also. As days go on her breathing becomes shakier, her heart beats slower. Not a good sign. "Y/N please. I need you. I can't live without you. I'll never be able to love anyone again. I only love you, forever and always. Just do one thing for me, remember that I will always love you." I start sobbing again letting my tears fall onto her hands.

The next night

I sit next to the window still holding onto Y/N's hand. Fireworks burst outside the window and my eyesight became blurry from tears. I look back to Y/N who has just become paler and breaths shakier. To be honest, I wouldn't care if she loved me anymore as long as she woke up and got to live the rest of her life happily. I look back at the fireworks and mumble "I wish we could be watching this together." 

The fireworks end and I climb into the bed next to Y/N. I cuddle up next to the her and let my tears fall onto her. I peck her cheek and say "Happy 4th of July babe." 

Y/N's P.O.V.

4TH OF JULY?! It's been a week! I need to wake up, I need to get back to him. I listen to Mitch's sobs and the faint pops of fireworks. I feel Mitch cuddles up next to me and I want to cry. I should have been more careful, I wouldn't have been putting Mitch through this if I had just was more careful. I'm so stupid! For some reason I feel and tear come out of my eye but then feel Mitch wipe it away. "Y/N?" he asks. "Please, are you there?" he begs. I want to scream out and say I am, but I'm not. I can't. He sighs and lays back down once he gets no response.

3 weeks later

Mitch's P.O.V.

I'm still here with Y/N. I haven't left her side. Today is my Birthday too. Everyone has tries inviting me out but I turned them all down. If Y/n wakes up I want to be the first one she sees. I want to be there for her. At this point she sickly pale, he breathes are shaky as they can be and her heart beating slow. "Stay with me Y/N. I can't afford to lose you. Please, on all days don't die on my birthday." I say. I press my lips to her cold ones for a few seconds and just mumble "Please..." 

Minutes later the one thing I didn't want to hear, I hear. The flat beep of her heart monitor. "No, no, no, no! NO!" I scream. Doctors come rushing in and one of the nurses has to drag me out of the room as I yell "Y/N! NO! Please! I love you..." I trail off as the nurse shuts the door to her room. I start crying, I don't want to be here anymore. Shes dead, dead. I won't be ever be able to kiss her, love her, talk to her again. I run out of the hospital my head in my hands as I sob. I run all the way home and run up to my room. I curl up in the corner and rock myself back and forth sobbing. 

Scott rushes into the room and asks "Whats wrong? What happened?"

"She- shes dead..." I sob out.

"Oh Mitch. I'm so sorry." he says hugging me. 

"I don't know what to do with myself. All I had left to do was love her." I choke out.

Y/N's P.O.V.

The light has almost taken up all my vision and I still haven't woken up. I hear Mitch sob next to me and - its his birthday? It's his birthday and I'm about to die any second now. The light has all but left a thin trimming of black.

Then everything flashes and all I see is white. I hear Mitch's screams and a loud flat beep and it all soon fades away. I'm dead. A person comes into view. I don't recognize them at first but they have oddly familiar features. It's a guy, maybe a couple years older then I am. He approaches me until he is all but a few steps away from me. It all then clicks to who it is. "Liam?" I say.

"Hi Y/N." he says with a smile. I hug him tightly. 

"I've missed you.." I mumble into his chest. 

"Me too. I've been watching over you though. All you've been through after I died. Your friend Mitch finding you. Your success with your band. Reuniting with Mitch. You've been through a lot. And to be honest, your one of the most brave, smart, and prettiest humans ever. Your deserve a batter chance at life." He says.

I pull away and look up at him with tear filled eyes "Just as much as you do." I say.

"No, I died of my own mistake. You. You died of someone else's stupid mistake." He says.

"What are you saying?" I say.

"see that staircase over there?" He says pointing to it. I nod and he carries on "God down it, and you'll return to your life. Return to your lover that needs you." He says.

"What about you?" I say.

"I'm staying here. To watch over you. I'll always be here. I'll see you when your time comes. And your time is not now. Someone else needs you more then I do." Liam says and points into space. I look to where he is pointing and see an image. It was Mitch. He was his bathroom over the the sink with a blade. Cutting, his wrist were bleeding. Then I hear him say "I'm coming to you Y/N. One way or another. I love you, I need you." 

"Mitch..." I mumble.

"Go, before he kills himself and can't turn back like you can. He needs you. I'll see you some other time." Liam says.

"Thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You were always there. I'll miss you. I love you so much." I say as I hug him again

"I love you Y/N. Now go."  He says taking my hand and leading me to the staircase.  "I love you, bye Y/N. Live life the way you want too but spend it wisely." He says letting go of my hand and kissing my cheek. 

"thanks again Liam. Your the best brother ever." I say and turn to to go down the stairs. Half way down I look back and see Liam smiling at the entrance and I blow him a kiss. I plunge into the darkness going all the way down.

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I sit up gasping for air. I look around and see that I'm in my hospital room with doctors surrounding me. I pant for air and the doctors lay me down. "Shes alive!" one screams. 

"Just a bit.." I mumble.

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