You Were Right

Blurry Lights Are Gone

Y/N's P.O.V.

It's about 1 in the morning and I can't get to sleep. Everyone else is asleep and has been asleep for awhile. I just can't get the moment that me and Mitch had earlier out of my head. I feel like I need to tell someone about it but I can't. I start to feel really hot and the room begins to get stuffy. I can't deal with anymore so I go back to the back door and walk out onto the back porch. I take a deep breath taking in the fresh air. I take a seat on one of the chairs and gaze upon the stars. Tears start trickling out of my at the the memory that came to me.

Flashback

As we gazed upon the stars I felt as if someone was looking at me. I turned my head to meet Mitch's eyes. We both smiled and he said "I got something for you."

"What else could you get for me beside being an amazing boyfriend and the best date ever?"

"This." he says as he pulls out a small wrapped box from his bag and hands it to me. I politely take it and gently unwrap it. I open the box to see a really expensive looking pair of sunglasses. "Oh my god, Mitch! You didn't have to do this, I said I could get my own."

"And I said I would get you a new pair." he says as I roll my eyes. I put the glasses down on the towel and wrap my arms around Mitch's neck. I push my lips to his and he kisses back. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me closer. He rolls over so he is on his back and I'm on top of him, still kissing. His lips tasted so sweet and felt so warm, like always. Sparks flew in my stomach as Mitch run his hands slowly up and down my back.

Flashback over

At this point my vision is blurry and the starts are just blurry lights. All those memories with the guy i still love but are no longer with make me feel horrible. I didn't realize that someone had opened the door and walked out next to me until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I wipe away the tears and face who was  with me. "Jeremy?" I say startled.

"Yeah?" he says.

"What are you doing?" I say.

"Coming to see you because your not ok and to also get fresh air because it is SUPER hot in there." he exaggerates.

"How do you know something is wrong?" I say.

"For the second time you were just in tears. By the way is I didn't just see you in tears i wouldn't have believed it because you are so good at acting. And I'm sorry about the whole Mitch thing..." he trails off.

"Okay you caught me. It's just I want Mitch to be happy and that's why i let him go so easily but I still love him with all my heart and just wish he was still mine I guess... And it doesn't help that he told me that he had feelings for me but didn't feel right in a relationship with me and I had to tell him move on and find someone who is the perfect fit for him." 

"Wow. Did this discussion happen in the closet?" He says and I nod. "What ELSE happened in there because the look on your faces when you came out showed that was not all that happened. I promise not to tell a soul." he says whispering the last part into my ear.

"You break my so easily. Why is that? That's beside the point. But well this is awkward. He tried to kiss me thinking that I would enjoy it but it simply didn't feel right with the whole HE broke up with ME thing." I say then continued "That's when our little moving on discussion happened and umm we both agreed on kissing one more time. God this is awkward to talk about. I expected it to be just a simple kiss but Mitch made it a make out session which kinda disturbed me I guess. That's all the exciting stuff that happened anyway."

"Well then I see the whole reason for not telling anyone. I promise I won't tell ANYONE. But I suggest you try your best to support Mitch on moving on like you have and maybe try moving on yourself. I know it's hard especially after all that he has done for you but it's possible. Also try being more confident in yourself because you are WAY MORE then you let yourself off as. " Jeremy says and gives me a genuine smile which I return.

"Thanks Jeremy. Really, I'm gonna use this and put it to good" I say giving him a hug. He hugs and we soon break. "So are you u going back inside?" I ask.

"Probably not unless I'm bothering you. I'm going to sleep outside where it's nice and cool." He says.

"Your not bothering me at all! Why would you at all think that after what you just did for me? And I'm staying out here to." I say as I lean back in my chair closing my eyes Jeremy doing the same. I let the cool embrace me and invite me into dreamland.