You Were Right

Look What You Did

Mitch's P.O.V.

-1 hour before you came home-

What did I do? I'm laying here in bed thinking over what happened. I felt horrible. I still smell her on my blankets from us cuddling. I miss that. I didn't feel complete without saying goodnight to her. I need her. I just felt empty. I still love her.But was it as a friend or lover? I'm leaning towards friend but I'm not sure. I wasn't able to get to sleep until now. My eyes felt heavy and I couldn't resist anymore. My eyes wandered shut and the last though in my mind before I drifted off was the quote 'If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.'

Mitch's dream...

A flash of white brings me into a my dream. The first thing I see makes me gasp. Y/N on the ground with a pool of blood around her. She was struggling to breath, to keep her eyes open. I look up to see both her father and Caleb snickering at her. I try to move only to find that I'm chained to a wall. Y/N mouths 'I always loved you' to me and closes her eyes. I start screaming and thrashing around. That's when Caleb speaks up and says "She's gone, you let her go."

I'm awoken bye a my bedroom door slamming open and a furious looking Scott. Oh no.

Scott's P.O.V.

I slam open Mitch's door, waking him up. "MITCHELL COBY MICHAEL GRASSI!" I scream making sure he is fully awake. He looks at me with confusion. "You have a lot of explaining to do. Your ex is... well let me show you!" I say grabbing his wrist dragging him down to the living room to where I left Y/N. 

We arrive into the living room with no Y/N in sight. "Shot..." I mumble. I hear mumbles from a different room and I look over to see the kitchen door open. I drag Mitch into the kitchen with me and I gasp at the sight. Y/N is hunched over the counter knife in hand still mumbling that same saying. I see blood trickling down her arms. I drop Mitch's wrist and rush over to Y/N and take the knife from her. She turns to my fiery in her eyes yet no sanity. She says "I'm worthless, everybody hates me, I'm not needed, I'm a disappointment, and I should  kill myself for these reasons." just loud enough for me to make out what she is saying but loud enough so Mitch knows shes saying something. He looks up at me with a questioning look and I just looked at him. Y/N saw my stare and turned around. I could tell she was even more angry then she was when she saw me. 

She charged Mitch down pinning him to a wall. Mitch had fright written all over him at this point. This is when Y/N shouted in Mitch's face"I'M WORTHLESS, EVERYBODY HATES, I'M A DISAPPOINTMENT, AND I SHOULD KILL MYSELF FOR THESE REASONS!" He looked right into her eyes as if saying no, that's not it at all. He shook his head and was about to say something when Y/N continued to ramble. "I TOLD YOU! YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER TOOK THE CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW ME! YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER LOVED ME! YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT ME TO DIE MITCHELL!" He struggles to get out of her pin. By now his shirt was covered in Y/N's blood from her cuts. I yank Y/N off Mitch and hold her shoulders so she is looking at me.

"Look Y/N. You need to calm down if you can. Please? For me?" I say calmly. She nods as if realizing how crazy she has been acting. She backs away slowly and into the corner. She sinks down into a ball and cradles herself rocking back and forth. She starts mumbling what I suppose was the same thing from earlier. "See Mitch. She's broken." He looks down in shame. He approaches Y/N slowly and squats down in front of her.

Y/N's P.O.V.

I look up and see Mitch. "Y/N..." he whispers.

"Mitch.." I whisper back.

"Why?" he ask.

"Because." I mumble.

"Because why?" he replies. I look down. I'm losing control again. Flashbacks start.

-Flash Back 1-

My mother marched out the door and my father enraged. It wasn't long until he left me and Liam home alone.

-Flash Back 2-

I hide in my room. My father just got home and I know what that means. He's drunk. I hear stumbling up the stairs banging on the my door and a smash. The door was broken. Next thing i know I'm getting cussed out by my father and beat up. I cry for help but of course my brother was out with his friends. 

-Flash back 3-

I'm staring at the wreckage from my brothers crash. I'm in the hospital next to him as they try to revive him. I'm at his funeral sobbing.

-Flash Back 4-

Caleb snickers he approaches me. "Oh darling it won't hurt that much. for me." he says. He cuts my wrist with a blade. I shriek in pain. He continues and I end up collapsing to the floor.

-Flash back 5-

 I look at my forearm, filled with scars and fresh cuts. I clean the cuts and change out of what I have on into some of the remaining clothes I had, which included a sweatshirt. I guess I was going to have to make do, why does life hate me. I sink into a corner letting the darkness swallow me as I cry myself asleep.  

-Flash Back 6-

He's about to break up with me. Right here right now isn't he?

Is the first thought that comes through me mind. "I've been thinking and um I don't know how to say this." he says. Definitely breaking up with me.

I decide to finish the sentence for him " I understand. Your breaking up with me. Friends?"

"Of course. I'm sorry it's I don't feel the same and you don't deserve to be in a relationship with someon-"

I cut him off "It's fine. Umm and I have to be some place."

End of flash backs..

The flash backs end but all I see is black....