GMW MAYA'S REALIZIATION

Chapter 18

Farkle's POV:
When I got home me and my dad had a very uncomfortable talk about what happened. I felt like digging a hole and hiding there for the rest of my life. It's not my fault he didn't knock on the door! As I tune back in to my fathers lecture I notice he is very uncomfortable also...... Serves him right. "-so that's why-" I cut him off "look dad I understand it was probably really awkward to walk in on us but it's kind of your fault you walked right in instead of knocking-" he opened his mouth to counter, I already knew what was next "-and yes I could have been smart enough to lock my door but YOU were the one who said you didn't like the idea of a teenage boy locked in his room by himself soo...... Anyway I wanna get to bed without me being as red as a cherry, thanks for the embarrassment goodnight father" I finish off over my shoulder and head to bed. I headed to bed and fell asleep quickly only to be woken up a couple hours later from a nightmare of my dad embarrassing me in front of Maya again. I look over at my alarm clock and see it was actually 7 a.m. I shake my head to clear my thoughts and groggily made my way to the kitchen. Yea I have a kitchen in my room...... Anyway I start making my self some pancakes and I sit there eating in silence. Ugh I still feel somewhat embarrassed from last nights events. I turn around and grab my laptop from my desk. I pulled up Google and searched up, 'why would parents not let a teen boy lock themselves in a room?' A bunch of sites came up. I know it's a stupid thing to research but I just wanted to see if my predictions of why I thought my dad wouldn't let me lock myself in a room alone were true. As I clicked on a site the first word that popped up was 'masturbating' I snorted out the orange juice I had just sipped. Is that really the first one? Would my dad really expect that from me.....? Ok I may do it like on a super rare occasion. SUPER RARE! But that doesn't mean my dad has to think I do it all the time! I shook my head and looked at the second reason, 'porn'. I spit out my juice as I had unfortunately tooken another sip. Man I have got to stop doing that! My dad would think I watch porn?!? The only reason I ever found out about it was because of a commercial I saw with Lucas. In fact Lucas is the one who told me about masturbating. I scroll through the list while furrowing my brow. All this is non-sense. I call up one of my butlers and ask them if they knew where my dad was. I needed to talk to him. The butler nodded and scurried off the go get him. 2 minutes later my dad walked right through the door "you called?" He asked. I roll my eyes and say "wow even after the whole fiasco you still don't knock-" his fathers face altered and said "......what was it that you needed to talk about?" I observed his reactions as I slowly questioned "why won't you let me lock my door?" His fathers face immediately fell. "Uh-um-I- Farkle is this necessary?" His father inquired nervously. "Yea it is cause I wanna know the reason why my own dad who trusted me with a super nuclear rocket doesn't trust me enough to lock the door to my room....." His father looked around the room turning redder by the second....."well-uh- you know-" his dad trailed off. "No I don't know father" i said a bit harshly."Now hold on son don't get snappy with your me I'm just tryin to prevent certain things from happening!" My dad snipped. Farkle stumbled back from his fathers attitude "tell me what you are trying to prevent me from!" Farkle yelled in response. "IM TRYING TO PREVENT YOU FROM BECOMING THOSE LOW LIFE PEOPLE WHO SPEND THEIR TIME WATCHING PORN AND MASTERBATING AND WHATNOT!" His father hollered back. "DAD COME ON YOUR BEING RIDICULOUS! PEOPLE WHO MASTERBATE DONT HAVE TO BE CALLED LOW LIFES! AND PEOPLE WHO WATCH PORN AND STUFF.....WELL ITS NONE OF OUR BUSINESS! YOUR JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE YOU THINK IM ONE OF THEM YOU THINK IM JUST GONNA FOLLOW OTHERS AND DO WHAT THEY DO!!" I counter with frustration seething through me. My dad looked as if I had said a lie. "You-you do it don't you?!" He asked in anger. My eyes popped open in suprise and shock and anger "you think I'm like that father?!? Well NEWS FLASH I DONT DO THAT KIND OF STUFF!" I holler in retaliation. I can't believe him! I've honestly only done it Maximum 3 times! Both masterbating and watching porn. I would never watch porn on my own choice it was usually from Lucas' persuasion. My dad looked at me skeptically and said "Farkle you are a teenage boy and I know you would be doing it on a daily basis if not on a weekly basis" I gasped. He really doesn't believe me. "Well you know what dad?! In done here I'm going out for a while I can't deal with you right now" I say angrily and frustratedly. I grabbed my jacket as I grabbed the doorknob I heard my father say "Farkle if you walk out on me I will ground you! We are not done here! I refuse to let you think you can get away with disrespecting me!" I scoff and slam the door. I walk off stomping in frustration. He barely ever comes to even talk to me and he barely acknowledges me and all of a sudden he thinks he can boss me around. My butlers are basically more family than him. I make my way to the subway station. I sit down at a bench and just think. What time is it? I look at my watch and see it was actually 12:00. Wow time flies. It was now afternoon. I sat on the bench and tapped my foot angrily. I just couldn't believe him. Who does he think he is?! Urrgghhhh!! "Ground me my ass"..... I mumble Outloud. "Woah there sweetie" I heard a feminine voice say behind me. I froze. "Uh-um s-sorry ma'am" I say turning towards the voice. I saw Maya smiling at me. I gave a weak smile and said "Maya you scared me.....!" She nods and asks "what could possibly have happened to make my little Farkle cuss?" I look down and say "I had to talk to my dad about what happened and stuff and I asked him why he wouldn't let me lock my door. Then he goes around accusing me that I watch 'things' and do 'things' on a daily basis." I say using my hands as quotation marks around the words 'things'. Maya smirked and said "Farkle I don't know what 'thing' means in either sentence" while also putting quotation marks around the word 'thing'. I shake my head no. She grabs my hand and drags me to her apartment complex which was actually pretty close by and says "now tell me" I sit down on her couch and sigh. She comes over and puts her hand on my knee again. I like it when she does that, it's comforting and makes my heart flutter. "Farkle please I'm here for you". She says softly. I shiver from softness of her voice. I huff and say "your gonna laugh" she smiled and said "I probably will but that doesn't mean I won't take you seriously" I look at her and say "gee thanks" with a sarcastic tone. I roll my eyes and say "my dad won't let me lock my door for any occasion because he thinks I would watch porn and/or masterbate........." I look at her and see her trying her hardest not to giggle. "Maya it's not funny it's embarrassing that he thinks I would do that" "especially with him always walking in on bad times" I mumble. Maya gasped and said "Farkle!" My eyes widened I didn't think she would hear me! Great now she thinks I don't do either because my dad always walks in on me doing both! " m-Maya I didn't mean it like that!" I stutter but it was too late Maya was smiling so wide. I groan and put my head in my hands " Maya it was like 3 times!" I say Outloud. I lift my head up embarrassed. How could I admit that?! She looked at me and started laughing. I could feel the heat rise up to my cheeks. "Farkle I don't mind it's whatever you roll with but I surely didn't expect it from you.....it makes you seem manlier though, but I am shocked your father out of all people should trust you. After all didn't he do that whole science experiment if you didn't disarm a bomb he would blow up? I nodded. "That's just plain wrong" Maya said shaking her head. "And then he had the nerve to ground me as if he has always been there and that it's a regular thing!" I exclaim. "-who has the nerve to ground you as if they were always there?" I heard someone ask we turn around and see Shawn at the doorway. As he opened his mouth to speak, Maya cut in and said "-no one Shawn now butt out" and she dragged me to her room and said "I didn't want him to tease you I can tell your embarrassed enough." I look around for a mirror and see my face and it was pretty red. I touched my face not having known I was blushing the whole time.