I Dont Know

Chapter 22

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Jo's POV:

I'm walking through the woods and I see my sister. She looks older but it's her. Then walks by is my mother. Next is Aiden, he is older too.

"It's all your fault." My mother says to me.

"What is?"

"The accident." Aiden says. I go to touch one of them but they all run off, away from me. I try to run after them but they are too fast. I scream and cry for them to come back but they don't hear me.

"Jo are you okay?" Niall shakes me awake from this horrible nightmare.

"Yeah, I'm good." I let out a breath. I can feel the tear stains on my face and I'm sweating really bad.

"You sure. I turn around and I wake up to you crying in your sleep."

"I'm fine. I just had a nightmare." I assure him. "I haven't had a nightmare since I was 13."

"Your okay though right?" I nod my head. I look at the clock and it says 4:29. Only a few more hours of sleep left but I'm glad I'm with Niall.

Sometimes I really wish that instead of my family dying, that they just left. Because then I could find them.

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I sit in Starbucks waiting for Niall to bring back my hot chocolate. I want to ask him if we're, something, but I don't know how to ask him. I just don't know.

He brings me back my hot chocolate and some kind of late and he sits next to me. I'm going to ask him, I'm going to.

"Niall?" "Jo?" We both say at the same time.

"You go first." I tell him. He seems nervous because he is messing with his ear an whenever he is nervous he messes with his ear.

"I...uh...well. I'm not sure how to say this." He stutters.

"Just say it." I encourage.

"Erm....I wanted to tell you, well ask that... You know I like you and I well...wanted to ask you if we are like together or not? We kissed so I don't know if that means if you want to or-"

"I like you Niall." I smile. "I wanted to ask the same thing. So basically we both want to know if this is happening or not."

"Ha, yes." He smiles relieved that I could explain it instead of him.

"You don't think it's weird considering we've only known each other for a month? Or is this normal?" All my friends never had a relationship like this. I mean every relationship is different but they are all similar in a way.

"I don't know." He shrugs. He hasn't been in a relationship either. Damn, I don't know.