I Dont Know

Chapter 45

*next day*

I wake up ready to drive to the airport and I'm as perky as ever. I'm hoping when I get to America I'll hop of the plane and right away drive to Indiana because a second can't be wasted.

When I board onto the plane I get stuck by the window next to some rich cunt and her boyfriend. The girl really needs to fix her tood before the guy shoves her out of the plane window before I do. This flight is going to more dragging than I thought itd be.

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I arrive in Indiana from Denver at 4pm and its not really trafficy for being the afternoon. My head wanders with thoughts as I pull up to the house I was staying at. After I knock the door a familiar face opens up.

"Niall! Hello, come in!" Keri drags me in from the harsh December weather. "Did you have a safe drive?"

"Yeah, it wasn't bad at all." I smile. "I'm here to talk to Jo."

Her face falls, "Jo is not doing so good."

"What do you mean?" I ask worriedly.

"She's in the hospital."

What the hell? When did this happen?

I pace back and forth and run my fingers through my hair. "Wh-Why?" I stutter lost of words.

"She hasn't been eating and got sick and it could kill her Niall." This is because of me, because I left and didn't keep trying. If she...leaves us...it'll be because my dumbass left! Way to go Niall!

"Please take me to see her." I beg, if she's going to go then it better be in my damn arms.

"Lets go. She was waiting for you to come back anyway, I'm sure she'll be happy to see you." He smiles. I'm glad Jo has been waiting for me because I need her and I don't know why it took me so long to realize this.

She walks out with me and we go into my car. She gives me directions to the hospital because God knows I haven't lived in this town long enough to know where a damn thing is.

We walk in room 207 and I see Jo asleep in the hospital bed. Usually I would go on about how cute and young she looks but frankly it's scary what I see. She has million of things stuck in her and I can see her bones. Not to mention shes pale. Keri wasn't lying when she said she doesn't look good.

I rush over to the seat next to her and I hope she wakes soon. The flight was long and I was tired so soon enough I dozed off.

Jo's POV:

Being in the hospital sucks. They drug you and them your out for who knows how long unaware of anything.

I wake up and I can't see anything at first but then everything comes clear. The room is filled with balloons and things that say "get well". On my right sits Keri asleep, she must have been tired, Brian must be on the other... Niall?

A huge smile appears to my face and I can't take it off. I can't believe he came and the fact he is sitting next to me holding onto me makes it better.

"Niall." I whisper but loud enough to wake him.

He rubs his eyes before realizing it was me calling him. "Jo." He smiles.

"You came." I look into his blue eyes and all I can see is pure joy, joy and love.

"Of course I came. I want to come sooner but plane tickets are expensive you know." He smirks and I smile, I missed his side remarks.

"I want to apologize. Especially because I was the bitch who was too stubborn to forgive you."

"I want to apologize too. I should have came sooner so this wouldn't have happened to you."

"It's okay." The smile hardly goes away from my face.

He looks into my eyes before lowering his head. "Why did you do this to yourself?" When he looks back up I can see the sadness in his eyes behind all the love.

"I didn't realize I needed you this much till it was too late."

"Too late?"

"Yeah, if I don't stop throwing up I could... Die." I whisper. I don't want to frighten him because it might not happen. The doctors here know what their doing and their going to fix me up.

"No, that won't happen. It's okay now, I'm here." He holds out his arms and I climb on his lap right away.

Everyone has that one person they can't live without and that person for me, is him.