The Untold Story. Part 1

Chapter Twenty One

The world was at hold, everything seemed still. Janet was broken, so was her mother.

As soon as her mother left the room Janet broke down. She was helpless and badly wanted someone to come hug her and say, "I still love you and have faith in you. You fell for him wasn't a mistake it's fine", But that wasn't the situation.

Janet sat on her bed in the dark (The dark was more peaceful than light, Janet befriended light)

Janet kept on rewinding the scene in her mind of what took place and cried as loud as she could, she tried hurting herself with the ring she wore. The more she wanted to yell the more she twisted the ring on her finger, it was so bad that Janet's finger started to bleed.

She was in a total different mindset altogether.

A girl who was a symbol of strength is now in dark. She wanted to hurt herself bad. To an extreme to even think to commit suicide. (Yes she wanted to) She didn't wanna to live anymore. She had lost her mom and the person she fell for.

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"Janet, Open the door " She heard her mom yell

"Why" She cried, "I don't have anything else to say"

"Just open the door will you?"

Janet had no other option but to open the door.

"What's it?"

"You are not sleeping in your room from now on" Her mom proclaimed

"But why? I sleep here and now that you have my phone, what more do you want?" Janet cried

"Janet in my room in exactly five minutes"

After saying so, her mom left the room. Janet was out of control but still carried her blanket to her mom's room.

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The night was long and dark. Janet couldn't sleep so was her mom .

Janet tried to control herself but couldn't and cried all night long. Her nose was blocked and her eyes swollen but she didn't stop. The worst thing was that she could hear her mom cry too that made it more worse for Janet. All she wished for was 'IF SHE WASN'T BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE ITSELF'

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The alarm rang and Janet woke up for school, things weren't the same anymore. Her mom didn't wake up to help her nor did Janet ask her too. She dressed up and was just about to leave when she heard:

"Wear your sweater and go it's cold out there"

"No mom, it's ok I'll manage" Janet replied with her dizzy voice and her eyes puffed out.

In spite of her refusal Janet's mom gave her the sweater, she wore it and left without saying a word.

On her way to school all she did was to stare outside trying to control her tears. THINGS WERE WORSE . Janet couldn't think or even imagine that this was happening.

'What was she suppose to do' was a question, most importantly she needed to know how to control herself.

As soon as she reached school, she quietly walked towards her group and sat down. As usually Clare was reciting one of her incident that took place and no one noticed her come. Janet was still under shock.

"What happened? Are you ok?" Asked Courtney

'No I'm not. I have lost everything. My love, my mom everything.' Janet wanted to cry out, but instead she said