The new werewolf in town (Book 1 of the Werewolf Love series)

Chapter 14

Blayz's P.O.V.

For the past couple of days, I have been ignoring Hayden. Yeah, I probably shouldn't have but how can I just say "oh, I saw you kissing another girl and that pissed me off!"? Maybe I should have but it just bothered me so bad that I couldn't tell him! I so was not thinking properly! Stupid brain. So, here I am, packing my bags because my mate just cheated on me. I know why he did it, so I would talk to him but why would I when he did that to me?

So, you are probably wondering why I am packing. Well, it's because I have a family to save and possibly my pack. I don't care if Hayden follows me but I'm doing this alone no matter what. I may die for this but nobody can stop me from getting my family back. They are all that I need and I don't need any one else right now. Hayden being there would only make things worse. Well, I have another secret that I didn't tell Hayden about....I'm pregnant.

When my parents find out, they are going to be so upset! Oh my gosh! Why did I have sex with him so soon?! I knew I was going to get pregnant right away. Only that would happen to me. It seems like God is out to get me at the moment. Man, I can already feel my hormones changing! Werewolf pregnancies go by faster, like two months faster but everything is heightened. Smells, touches, sounds, and hormones are heightened by a lot and right now it really sucks because I am bawling my eyes out one second then tearing a pillow apart the other. Ugh, I feel like I'm rambling on in my head.

Ohh, maybe I'm just going crazy and am not pregnant? Nope, I went to the doctor yesterday. Stupid Hayden for doing this to me. So just kidding, I did this also. Oh my gosh, last night he freaking teased me! I wanted to jump him right in the kitchen when he was just in his towel. Maybe I should have, then we wouldn't be in this mess right now. At the moment, I was slamming my clothes into bags very angrily but crying at the same time. Why can't I control these stupid emotions?! Oh man, what is Marcos going to do if he finds out I'm pregnant? Aw damn, that won't go well.

"Stupid guys, stupid people, stupid me!" I ranted as I walked to my car. I know I should leave a note for Hayden but as soon as he gets home, he will be able to find me easily by my smell. Mates can find each other by their smell once they fully mated. I guess it's a good thing, unless you don't want to be found. Okay, I'm totally thinking irrationally at the moment. Maybe I should just wait for Hayden and tell him I'm leaving? Yeah, good idea. I knew school had ended because I took a long time packing because I was going to be gone for a while trying to get my pack back. I was supposed to be there in two days to get them and fight for them.

While waiting, I was leaning against the back of my car humming a song in my head. The song was Headstrong by Trapt. Such an awesome song! I could feel Hayden getting closer as the song in my head ended. Wow that made me sound like a crazy person. I think I am a little crazy because I hardly got any sleep last night thinking about Hayden. Speak of the devil and he shall appear as the saying goes.

"Blayz, I-" he said but I interrupted him.

"Don't," I told him. "Look, I'm leaving. I have things to do and you know that. Want to know the reason I have been so silent lately? Well, it's because of what I saw today. I saw it in my dream and I just didn't know how to react to it. I just didn't want it to come true."

"Baby, I'm so sorry. I thought that if you saw-"

"That if I saw you kissing another girl I'd tell you what was wrong, right? That I would beat the crap out of your pack member? I'm not stupid, Hayden," I said. "I'm gonna go now."

"Please, don't go. You will get hurt by yourself! Just wait for my pack to get ready. Please?"

"I don't have time to waste. You can show up on Thursday if you want, but I need to find my family. I don't care what happens," I told him and he looked conflicted.

"Then give me ten minutes to pack," Hayden said. "At least let me go with you now." I just looked at him, not wanting to let him go but I needed to. I needed to tell him that I was having his baby but not before we show up. I can't before because then he won't leave my side. Maybe I can talk to Rosie and ask her to make up a potion or something to keep our baby safe. I just nodded at Hayden and as he walked away I called Rosie.

So, for about seven minutes I talked to Rosie, getting a special potion stuff to help keep my baby safe. She said it worked with my mother so it should work with me. Why on earth was I not telling Hayden yet? I feel kind of bad but how else am I supposed to protect myself? I know that Marcos isn't weak but he isn't all that strong either. When I was younger, believe it or not, Marcos was my friend. Yeah, we weren't allowed to see each other but I'd sneak off and talk to him but one day he never showed up, so I stopped trying to see him. Now, he's this hateful person that I can't stand. Maybe, if I remind him of that, he will let my family go. He really wasn't a bad guy when we were younger and I can actually say hat I had a crush on him. Too bad he is the way he is now.

Hayden put his bags in my car and we got in, heading to my old town. Well, here goes nothing. God, please keep my baby and my family safe, including Hayden

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