The new werewolf in town (Book 1 of the Werewolf Love series)

Chapter 19

Hayden's P.O.V

For the past few days, Blayz has seemed so much happier being here, with her family around her. I don't want her to have to decide between me and her family at all. Just looking at how happy she is makes my heart break that I have to go back with my parents tomorrow. Blayz can stay but I won't be with her. Maybe if I convince my parents to let me stay here then she will be even happier. I doubt my parents will let me stay since I'm their son and I'm taking over Beta soon. The thing with my dads position is that he is the original Alpha of the pack, not Kyle. Kyle is my cousin and his dad was Alpha since my father didn't want to take the position. The thing about Kyle's dad is that he really wanted to be Alpha and my dad was a great guy and cared for his brother so much that he just gave his position away. If Kyle were to be killed or gives up the position and doesn't have kids, I will get the spot but I don't want it. All I want is to be with Blayz, no matter where we are.

Blayz caught my eye and saw the way I was looking at her and her smile faltered and she looked concerned. I didn't want her to worry because I didn't want her to put stress on the baby so I just smiled at her and her smile fell off her face. Crap, she knows something is wrong. We stared at each other for a few minutes before she frowned and got up. She motioned for me to follow her and I did, not that I wanted to because I didn't want to have this discussion with her at the moment. I just want her to enjoy being here with her family. Once we were outside, she pushed me onto one of the chairs on the patio and sat across from me.

"What's wrong?" she asked and gave me the 'don't lie to me' look. I sighed and looked down from her.

"You're just so happy here and I don't want you to leave. You belong here with your family and I can see how much you love them and they love you. I'm just thinking into things too much," I told her. She made me look at her and I saw a sad smile on her face.

"Hayden, I just miss them. It's been a few months since I saw them and I just need my time with them. Babe, we belong together, whether we are here or at our apartment. Wherever we decide to go I will be happy," she told me and smiled. I didn't feel any better because I want her to stay here with her family, not mine. "What is it?"

"You should stay with your family. They need you and you need them. I-I just think that right now it's what you need. You need your family more than anything right now," I told her and my wolf was screaming at me to not do this but I just felt like I needed to let her be with her family for a while. "I-uh, I can't stay here for right now because you need time alone with them. My parents want me to go with them for a while but I'll come get you in a few days, maybe." I had some tears in my eyes while Blayz is full out crying. I feel like such a dick for doing this but I just feel like she deserves to be with her family more than me right now. I know she's carrying my baby but I will be back once I convince my parents to let me stay or move the whole pack.

"I love you, Blayz," I said and walked away before I could start crying in front of her. My parents smiled at me sadly and we headed home. On the way back I couldn't help but let a few tears fall. I felt like I was doing the right thing but my heart is breaking by doing that. I sure hope I don't screw things up again. I'll be back soon.

On the way home my phone continued to ring so I turned it off. I know it's her family trying to yell at me for leaving her and if I were them I would be yelling at me, too. Why can't I ever think straight? Why do I even listen to my parents at all? My parents were the ones that suggested that I leave for a while so Blayz can have alone time with here family but I was stupid to listen to them. I turn eighteen in two weeks and I plan on going to see her since my parents can't stop me then. I'm such an idiot.