"Are you okay hyung?" V ask, snapping Suga from his own world which drowning in the composed song that he made specially for Byul. Byul. That name. He suddenly feel tears in his eyes.
"Hyung. You must move on. Please be happy so that she happy with her choice." V say.
'It is my fault. If only I didn't have to be faints at that time. If only I can help her. If only I..' suga breaks to a tears that he kept to himself for days.
Byul already gone for a month. The day when Leo push both of them before on the cliff, he try his best to shield Byul by hugging her tight to his chest, but who knows what had happen when suddenly he felt a huge impact on his head, making him lost conscious and when he wake up, he been greet with his members in the white room.then he realize, he is in the hospital.
He Want to ask where is Byul, is she okay or not. But he dicided not too when he looks up to his members' face. Something told him to stay quiet and just quietly cry.
Later that day, he knows that Byul had drown after she save her and placed him on the seaside with her limited energy. She didn't care to save herself, which soon being pull by the sea wave.
Leo, luckily was been caught by police in Jeju and was put behind the bars for the rest of his life.
Byul family, they had sue "We Got Married" staff for the lack security and for their lost. They won the law suit and now "We Got Married" has officially stop.
Hakyeon on the other hand, blaming himself. If only he didn't let her to be an idol. If only.
But now, everything is too late. Everyone can't do anything. All the blames didn't mean anything.
But now, here Suga is. Crying and blaming himself.
"I need to be alone."
V let out a small sigh before walking out from the studio, where Suga had locked himself from the outer world after he been discharged from hospital.
BTS had been stop all of their activities for a month now, and they will have a comeback next week in their own concert.
The other members had start their practices except for Suga. He even refused to eat, so how would you expect him to practise their hard dance.
*****
They finish the last song with perfection. Each members but Suga already are crying mess. Suga keeps his poker face. Didn't gave any reaction.
"Park Byul! Park Byul! Park Byul!" The fans scream her name. How they miss the idol.
The screen shows the video of Byul playing the piano, the fist official stage of her. The video which only lasted for 3 minutes had made thousands person crying, but no. Suga didn't cry at all.
He take the mic and say his greetings.
"Hi ARMYs. Here, I just want to share something that all of u might will mad at me because of it. But, it better if I say it before u guys know it by yourself." He looks down first, hesitate to continue his words before he feels a hands wrapping his shoulder, giving him a strength to continue. He look beside him.
V give him a smile while the others mouthing him a small "fighting".
"Byul and I, we are actually in a relationship. It's lasted for 2 months before something happen and we had short breakup. but then, I realize how I love her, and I can't live without her. Soon, we get back." Suga say smiling, dreaming about the day when he feels Byul's warmth around him.
" but now it lasted for only a minute. Before the incidents happen." He broke down now and start crying.
"I'm sorry because I cannot save her. I'm sorry for making her died instead of me. I'm sorry for still living in this world. And, I'm sorry if you guys disappointed at me because of the news. But, the only thing I know. I need her. So, I hope, you'll love this song, which I composed for her." He say before walking to the piano at the corner of the stage.
He start playing the notes while the other members pick up their mics and walk to the center of the stage.
Suga starts the song with a rap.
Neo ttaeme na irohge manggajyeo
*****
The crowd are now becoming mess. They keeps on chanting Park Byul name which make Suga feels relieved. At least, he knows, they can accept the news.
He walk out of the stage after bowing to the audience and make his leave.
*****
The studio smells gasoline. Everything that made him remember about Byul was stuck up on the bed. He laying with the things and take Byul's diary to his chest, hugging it tightly.
"Byul, I need u. Wait for me. Ill come." He say before pull out the lighter and throw it on the bed sheets. He smiles when he saw the bed burning with fire and he is now eager to meet his Byul.
The end. Thanks for reading. And, the story was ended on #BTS3YEARS. I'm sorry if you didn't like the ending.
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Fanfiction"Love, in the end Is a lie to just one person" "You're just like a Butterfly From afar, I steal glances. If we touch hands, will I lose you?" Amazing cover by @Xiaoqinglin Completed: #BTS3YEARS #3YEARSWITHBTS