Odd Tronnor One Shots

☁️dreams☁️

a/n: if u have any suggestions u should comment them i'm running out of ideas
i rolled over, my hands searching for the bunch of curly hair i loved so much. all i felt was a sheet of paper. my eyes snap open, and scan over the note.
hello, connor
i love you
but the grasp of my depression was too strong
last night was the best night of my life
i want you to carry on
without me
i love you
i always will
love,
baby rat boi
heart speeding too fast for comfort, connor rushed to slip on some clothes, and ran, ran, and ran. the occasional tear dampened his delicate skin.
when he reached the bridge that looked down on the most gorgeous stream, half his clothing was already wet and clinging to his body. he looked down from the wooden railing, and a body lay in the water. a thin pale body that was clothed in a red varsity jacket and jeans. the red varsity jacket connor bought for troye at a vintage store.
gasping for his breath, he ran down the side of the bridge that lead to the clear water of the stream.
"Troye!" he screamed, diving into the shallow cold water. he didn't have to swim very far until he was holding the algid limp boy in his arms.
"No!" he cried, dragging Troye's unconscious body to the grass. his skin was pale, and his eyes were shut; i was probably never going to see his gorgeous blue eyes that were always so alive. his lips were tinted blue, but they were still his lips; plump and soft. troye was still troye. he was probably looking down at me from the clouds, watching me kiss his lips with a blush on his cheeks. my tears slowly dragged themselves down my face. tears of pain.
i wove my fingers through his, and suddenly it was just me and him in this entire universe. nothing else seemed to matter. nothing could come between him and i. his wet curls sat on my lap, drenching my sweatpants in cold spring water. but i didn't care. all i wanted was my troye back. i wanted him to kiss me back with love and passion. i wanted him to open his sapphire eyes and tell me that he loves me.
but i'm chasing after a dream.
and dreams don't bring back the dead.