Odd Tronnor One Shots

•someone else•

It's hard to believe that I was the reason for that smile, when in the end, all he caused me was excruciating pain. The pain never subsides, it increases every second, his smile engraved deeply in my mind. Smile. It's something I can no longer do.
When I see him on the street, he's smiling. I'm
not.
He's smiling because of someone else, not me. He receives heartwarming kisses on the forehead and cuddles. Someone else kisses him until he's breathless. Someone else has the joy of being his husband. Someone else tells him 'I love you'. And he says it back. Someone else wears the ring that symbolises their love. Troye wears the ring that tells me he will never be mine once more. Someone else has the pleasure of fucking him into oblivion. Not me. I don't have the right to go near him.
Fuck, I miss him. He's like the teddy bear you've always wanted, but is too expensive to buy. He's the star and someone else is the night sky that surrounds him, that loves him. When it's cold, he won't come to me for cuddles. He'll go to someone else.
Not me.
He'll sing his husband to sleep, easing him with the beauty that is his voice. He'll come home to his husband and tell him he saw that cheating whore he broke up with 4 years ago. He'll hold hands with his husband and rub his thumb comfortingly along the smooth back of his husband's hand.
Why don't I just let go?
Because I love him. I love Troye Sivan Mellet too much to let go of the love we shared. But I don't deserve him. He deserves forever, not a boy looking for better. I will no longer dry those glazed eyes of his. Fuck.
Those baby blue eyes make me weak to my knees. The sparkle that belonged in them will no longer twinkle at me, they'll twinkle at
someone else.
a/n: y'all getting some smut real soon prepare yourselves