Trauma /FF//

Seventeen-Jungkook,I'm sorry

Eunji's Pov

The next morning,

"Good morning,lil sis"Teahyung greeted happily as I walked downstairs.I just gave him a little smirk.He was probably going to college in his age.He once said he should go to college earlier. I never should trust his words,suddenly he interrupted my thoughts."Eunji go meet Jungkook-"

"I am"

"Please tell him that I liked his hair"Teahyung shouted from the kitchen."Okay!Bastard"I bustled out the words."What did you say?"he added

"Nothing"

"I love you,sister"He shouted again."Okay-"I replied

I walked out of the house and stopped a taxi. I headed to taxi when the taxi pulled in at the curb.When the taxi pulled out, I played thoughts about how I gonna explain and say sorry for Jungkook. I don't mean to broke his heart,but-

"We arrived miss"the drive said as I handed him the some amount of money."kamsamida"

I walked out of the taxi,my heart thumped hardly.Why should I be scared?

There was his house.It was so big likely to be a mansion.I can see the icy swimming pools at the backyard of his house.The huge gate showed that he was very rich people.
As I looked at the door,someone walked out of the house while holding a plastic of trash and threw it away.He was only wearing a singlet and sleep pants. I could see his bulk arms.Wow,actually he was kinda hot.

Jungkook's pov

I can't believe it. I can't fucking believe it!How dare Hansol played the role of the most caring person to Eunji!How dare he tried to get me involved in this situation. I thought he's my friend but no my thoughts was wrong.

I beyond pissed. I'm shocked and hurt and I just don't understand!

Anger ripples through me and I kicked the garbage bin causing pain shoot my ankle.That definitely going to leave a bruise

"URGHH!"I groaned loudly,angrily and I kicked the garbage bin again."Fuc*!"I yelled as the pain increases. I noticed my breathing getting out of control and start yanking at my hair.

I literally felt more betrayed than ever before.Hansol was supposed to be my friend.That one guy who I knew I could always count on...He TOOK Eunji from me.

The tears streamed down my face mark my singlet. The pain I felt physically had no comparison to what I'm feeling emotionally.

I can't...I can't do this.

I fell to my knees in front of my house and cradled my head in my lap."Why..."I whispered. I was crying I didn't give one shit about it.

"I'M S-SORRY,JUNGKOOK"A soft and low voice murmured behind my ears.

Eunji's Pov

The sight of him hurting makes me drop to my knees as I go to him."I'm S-Sorry,Jungkook.."I reached out towards him when he didn't react to my voice.

I noticed his entire body shaking and I knew he was bawling his eyes out.My entire heart ached for him.Why Jungkook crying?!What had made him so upset?!

I can't stand any longer. I pulled Jungkook into my arms and he willingly wrapped his arms wrapped his arms around me. I felt like a mother in this position."Eunji,"he choked out through his tears.His head buried into my shirts and I ignored the temptation to make him look me in the eyes. I had never seen Jungkook so upset...

"Shhh,it's alright Jungkook.Just tell me what's wrong?"

It takes a couple minutes of silence before Jungkook's sobbing died down into quite tears.He unwrapped himself but didn't leave my hug as he looked up at me,His dark eyes red-rimmed and puffy looking."I-I love...you,"his voice broke before dropping his eyes back to the ground.

Jungkook looked me in the eyes and I saw him searching for something in them.He knew what I was thinking. I knew he did.He shook his head sadly, the tears falling down his face.

"But Jungkook-"

"Don't you dare 'BUT JUNGKOOK' me!"He yelled.He blurs out of focus and I knew I was crying. I shook my head harshly,now trying to convince him and me."I already love someone.You need to get away your feelings for me as I need to get away my feelings for you...You need to leave me,"I choked out and pulled him into another hug

"I'm trying,Eunji."

"I know"

"But Eunji..,"Jungkook whispered and I pulled away from him,wiping the tears away from my eyes.

"I know. I'll make this feeling stop."I said slowly, yes I love him but ... I want to run away from this feelings

Jungkook looked at me with his eyebrows raised."Promise?"

I chuckled and shook my head at him.Something just never change."I promise Jungkook"I said with a fake smile,heartbreaking....so heartbreaking

He smiled wider before standing up,offering me a hand to follow his motions."Thanks,Eunji. I lov... I mean as friends"he said as I got to my feet

"I love you too,Jungkook"I said honestly."Anyways Teahyung likes your hair".He chuckled.Oh Yes.I missed that smile

"It's so cold ,let's go inside.."he offered."Urm,thanks but I've to go"

I just need that smile.It healed my heart,Jungkook.It really blessed to see you happy again...even it's the painful end.