Trauma /FF//

Twenty-Miracle

Throwback
*Eunji's pov*

"We need you to sign this consent form. We can't do this surgery without your consent"

Teahyung and Dad's face went from minor shock to major shock.

"What are you going to do to her? Will she survive? What's going on?"

The woman looked at dad calmly and reassuringly.

"We don't have much time but this surgery is one of the best chances to save your daughter life. The surgeon is the best there is. You can trust him."

Dad took the paper and signed it.
My heart started to slow down and the voices became distant once more. I started to forget the pain in my head...

End of throwback

*Dr Jong Suk's pov*

The shimmered yellow light passing through the dim operating room.The air was too cold and I could smell a scent of freshly bloods.The sterilized tools on the tray,the heart monitor, and the group of nurses and doctors with scrub,gloves and masks. My body released warm sweats as my assistant often sweeping the drops on my cheek.

"Blade"I asked after marking the lines.The nurse handed the sharp blade to me without hesitating.

"Doctor!The blood is running low!"Another doctor beside me screamed as he glanced towards the heart monitor."Im not sure we can make it"

The surgical technician handed me the suction, and I sucked the oozing blood away from the incision site.The doctors pushed the edges of the scalp off of the bone on the patient's skull and placed plastic holders on the edges of the scalp. The patient's scalp had been opened up to the skull almost as much as the entire surgical field. I saw the hard, white surface of the skull clearly. They tied the edges of the scalp back to open the field up more and drew a square on the skull with a sterile permanent marker.

"Drill," I ordered. I grabbed some of the accessory tools to the drill and adjusted the assembly for a few minutes. The drill sounded, "Rrrmm ... rrrmmm ... rrrmmm ...."

I placed the drill-head up to the edge of the skull and it started to work for a few seconds, when all of a sudden, the motor sounded as though it shorted out.

"God dammit, holy Jesus!" screamed the old aged doctor. He was angry, his eyes glazed over and a huge scowl on his face. I flinched at the sight of him. I thought he was going to swallow me alive.

"All this crap, this piece of shit. I don't know how many times I told those idiots down in central supply that we do not want this drill, this is a bad drill. Goddamn idiots. And what do they do, they send us the same damn drill. Piece of shit!"

The old doctor looked over at the nurse and yelled, "Well, what are you waiting for? Go and get me another one. And hurry, we've already opened!"

The nurse ran out of the room. We stood there, in silence, and waited for half an hour. The anesthesiology resident did not dare look up at the doctor.

The new drill was plugged in, and we were back in business.I fired up the drill and handed me an irrigation bottle.

"This is miracle"I said as I looking at the old-doctor.She awoke?In the middle of surgery?

"Doctor!Her heartbeat!!"The nurse squealed.."It-It's...going down!"

"damn!"I cursed."Quick!Give her more oxygen and pressure!"

*Eunji's pov*

Am I dead?

All I can see was the blurry images of figures with masks covered their face.

I awoke in a weird room. It was a different room than the one I had been in. The lead doctor who I realized was the surgeon stood above me. I arose out of the bed and stumbled backwards away from the bed with shock. I still saw myself on the bed and I saw the doctors above me. I saw quite a scene. Tubes were coming from my mouth. A woman was passing silver tools to the surgeon. He took what looked like a blade in his hand and held it over my chest. I turned away with disgust. I couldn't watch him cut me open. I started remembering the things that happened before I had that "brain trauma"

I was what they called a girl that was struggling in life. I was never really making it. I was getting by. I depended on others for my happiness. I was never my own person. My Dad would tell me to make better choices for myself and that it would help me in the future. I ignored his all of the time. I mean, I knew what he was saying was the truth but something wouldn't let me listen to him with my whole heart. I started getting better at tuning his words out. I made horrible decisions...I made decisions that hurt me and the people around me.

I love you Jungkook.

I love you Hansol

Don't forget me.