I found myself kissing Alex back!? He was cupping my cheeks, keeping me close to him as we shared a really intense kiss.
We kept going, Alex had pushed me down onto my back while he hovered above me. I gently gripped the back of his neck, at this point I was confused. Was I into girls or guys? Maybe both?
I felt Alex's hands travel up my stomach under my shirt and rest on my breasts. I bit his lip while he squeezed my breasts, both of us gasped quietly as I pushed my hips up against his.
The way his hips grounded against mine gave me courage to unbutton his jeans. Messing around wouldn't hurt anyone, I slipped my hand inside and rubbed him through his boxers. I could feel how turned on he was by how hard he had gotten.
"Fuck, Lynn." Alex's head was dipped between my neck and shoulder, his breath was making the hairs on my arms stand up. I bit my lip gently as I grabbed him through the thin material.
It wasn't long until my jeans were off along with my shirt, Alex was kneeling on the couch while he was staring down at me. As we kept eye contact, I could feel the material of my panties slip down my legs.
I was eager, frustrated and curious. I didn't care what the consequences would be after this. Before I could even say a word, Alex's head was between my thighs making me gasp and moan out of shock.
My hands found their way into his hair while he worked wonders with his tongue. I curled my toes as he pushed two fingers into me, sucking on my clit gently. My thighs were squeezing the sides of his head slightly as I threw my head back.
"Alex!" A moan erupted from the back of my throat as playful butterflies began to flutter in my stomach.
Alex moved up, his lips trailing on my neck as I gently chewed on my lip it wasn't long until Alex's lips found their way to my own. I could feel his hard member quiver against my thigh for attention.
I gripped his hips with my thighs as he slowly eased his way into me. I tightened my grip against hips as soft gasps came from my mouth.
Just as I was about to moan, Alex's lips cut me off. My fingers pressed into his back while he moved his hips against mine. We got into a rhythm while I wrapped my arms around his neck, soft moans coming from both of us.
We shifted around, Alex was sitting back while I was straddling his lap. I rolled my hips into his and he was quick to grip my hips. I rolled my hips in a different direction which made us both gasp in pleasure, my hands found their way into his hair while I pressed my lips against his, hard.
The room sounded alive with the grunts and moans, my fingers tightened around Alex's hair as the butterflies turned into playful bees. By the sounds of the groans coming from him, I knew that he was also close.
The sounds of skin on skin was enough to help me climax, Alex gripping my hips tighter while he pulled me in closer us both moaning out as he climaxed after.
"Fuck." Alex mumbled gently into the crook of my neck, his breath on my neck made me shiver.
"Let's go to my room?" He asked. I nodded and got up, Alex lead us to his room and we laid down on his bed the sheets keeping us warm.
I was on my side while Alex had his arm around me. I could feel my body shake gently which made Alex pull me closer. I felt his lips against the back of my neck and I felt his thumb underneath my eyes.
"Please don't cry." He whispered quietly, tightening his grip slightly. I didn't know I was crying, I quickly wiped away my tears.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled, turning to face him. He gently touched my right cheek and left a kiss on my forehead, I was pulled in closer and I buried my face into his chest.
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The next couple of days were awkward, I was ignoring Alex and he knew that I was. I was out with Angel, shopping for new clothes. Her boyfriend Andrew purposed to her last night and I couldn't be anymore happy for the two. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and I took it out to see who had messaged me.
A: "We need to talk."
I sighed as I typed back a reply that I was too busy to talk now which wasn't a lie.
A: "Why have you been ignoring me?"
L: "I'm not ?"
A: "Don't bullshit me, you've ignored me since the night when we had sex. Lynn please just talk to me."
L: "Ttyl, too busy."
I turned my phone off so I wasn't distracted or tempted to look at his texts.
"You can't ignore him forever." Angel startled me, my head quickly shot up as I looked at her.
"I don't know what you're talking about." I knew exactly what she was talking about.
"Yes you do, and it's not fair on him. Why are you ignoring him?" Angel put back a white shirt as she looked at others.
"It's a complicated and a long story." I answered, looking through the black t-shirts like I was interested.
"I've got time." Angel turned to look at me. I shrugged my shoulders as I continued to look through.
"Can I tell you something without telling anyone else?" Angel now had my full attention as I sighed. "Of course, you know you can tell me anything."
"Tuesday night when Alex came home, I stayed over at his house. At first we had dinner and then watched some movies, like usual." Angel nodded as she listened.
"Then his lips were on mine, Angel we made out on his fucking couch." She gasped quietly. "I thought you only like girls?"
"So did I, you think that's bad.. we ended up having sex." I mumbled the last part, my arm became numb as Angel had hit it hard. I deserved that.
"Lynn! What the hell were you thinking!?" I laughed slightly, not at all was this humorous, I was laughing at myself.
"I wasn't. We ended up sleeping in his bed, and I started crying, Angel. I don't know why, but I did." I ran my fingers through my hair as I sighed.
"Maybe you were afraid of fucking up your friendship of this little one night stand thing." A smile arose on her face as she looked directly at me. "So is it true?"
I was confused at this point. "What?" I glanced at her, thought running through my head. What was she talking about?
"You know, that he's good in bed?" I couldn't hold in my laughter, Angel laughed as I gently shook my head at her question. "He's better than good, but I for one do not kiss and tell."
"More like fuck and tell." Angel mumbled, I slapped her arm playfully causing us both to laugh.
This was going to be the most awkwardest day ever, I shouldn't push Alex away. He needed me as much as I needed him, we just had to put this little thing behind us.
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