Lost and Found

Worst Memories

I remembered that Honey punched me and I kicked him. He knocked me out, but I wasn't sure if I did the same. I was in darkness when a light started to come at me. Small at first then growing until it was almost a bonfire. The light eloped me and I was pushed into a familiar house.

All my breathe rushed out of me and I fell to my knees. My house. I heard noise from the backyard.

"Daddy! Daddy! Play with me!" A little girl said. I remembered this was my tenth birthday. My friends didn't come to this party because they were busy. My mom and dad were there and a few of their friends, but I didn't know them. One of them was a little to friendly, but I tried to stay away from him as much as possible.

Dad turned around and smiled at me. "Come here." He picked me up and spun me. I started laughing. That's when there was a loud crash. We stop laughing and seen that Mom was on the ground. He dropped me and ran to her.

I didn't want to be hurt by what he did, but it hurt a lot. This was went Mom's cancer started to get worse. They didn't tell me what was wrong. I started crying and ran into the woods and hid in my tree fort that no one knows about, not even my parents.

The light came again and I was transport into the hospital. I heard crying and I walked to it. I was 11 and Mom was on her second round of fighting. She beat the last one, but it came back again. I knew about this one, but not the last one.

They didn't tell me about it until after it happened. Dad wasn't here most of it. He was off with his Mistress. I held Mom's hand and tried not to cry. "It's ok, Mom. Your going to pull through like the last time." She smiled at me.

"I hope so, Baby." She crested my cheek. The light came again and this time I was in Mom's room. I was 12 and Mom was going through a round of treatment when she had a seizer. Dad wasn't here either. This time he was working long hours. The doctors did everything they could and she pulled through it.

"I'm not getting any better. I'm only getting worst." She told me. "One day, I will die and you'll have to go on with out me. I wish that day wont come anytime soon, but it'll come faster then anyone came think." The light came and took me away.

I was thirteen and it was my birthday when Mom had her cancer come back full force. This time the brain tumor moved higher into her brain. It was still curable here. The doctors took a whole year to get it out. I stayed with her.

Dad come more during this one. He never cried though. I told him that he was a heartless bastard who only cared about his Mistress and he slapped me. We were in Mom's room and she was sleeping. "Don't you dare say that again." He stormed out of the room and I laid next to Mom.

When the light returned, I knew where we were going. We were in the hospital, I was sitting next to Mom. "Baby, you do know that I can't hang on much longer. I'm trying my best, but I can't." She whispered. That was the loudest her voice could get now.

"I know, Mom, but your going to pull through. You did 3 other times and you can do it now. I'm not ready to lose you." Tears were coming to my eyes. She put her hand against my face.

"It's ok. You always have me. Just be yourself and you'll find me standing right next to you, smiling at my beautiful daughter." Those were the last words she said before she slipped into a coma. I screamed her name and struggled to get her that it took 4 beefy guys and 2 nurses to get my away and sedate me, but even then I was still calling out here name.

I thought this was the last one, but when the light brought me, I seen my dad with a bullet in his brain. He went crazy after Mom died. He brought me to a bank and he tried to rob it. He did, but he ran out waving a gun and got a bullet in the brain and 3 gunshots to the chest. I watched it all.

The light came and I was at my old school. I looked around and remembered this. I ran around the corner and seen a group of girls. "Ew, I cant believe that he likes her." One girl pulled out scissors and they laughed. "You just need a trim." A lot of girls held me down as she cutoff all my hair. It was a couple months before I moved to Japan.

When they were done they laughed. "There now you look better." They all spit at me and walked away. A lot of them even kicked me. I curled up because I was to weak to fight. I struggled too much and lost all of my energy. I cried and watched them go, laughing.