Vampire - Renesme Time - Bella

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"Mama?" Renesme asked as I was helping her get dressed. She now looked the age of a ten or an eleven year old, even though she's only been alive for three and a half years. Edward was taking a shower and getting dressed in our bedroom.  

   "Yes?" I asked, handing her a red coat to put on so that she wouldn't catch a cold because it was chilly outside. 

   "Did you and daddy have me on purpose?" She said, sliding her arms through the sleeves.

    I debated on what to say. I didn't want her to feel like she was a mistake, but I also know that she is much too smart to pull one over her head. She know's she is loved though, she has a big family who proves that to her everyday.

   "No. We never thought we could even have a baby so we never considered it, but you're such a miracle. That's why you were extra special to us because we didnt know we could have you. You've changed our lives in such a positive way."  

   She smiled. "Did I hurt you really bad mama? Since I was a half human and half vampire that wasn't very compatable with your body?"  

   I pulled her over to the rocking chair that we never had gotten rid of and sat her on my lap. I kissed her head lightly."Yea, I went through a lot of pain baby, but I knew it was for a good reason the whole time. Its wasnt your fault though. You just grew so fast and you were uncomfortable in my stomach." I said lightly, touching her nose. 

    "I have some memories of being in your stomach you know. They are just feelings though. No pictures like regular memories. I just remembered trying not to move, because when I did move, a voice would cry, and it made me sad to hear that voice cry." 

   I hugged her. "I love you so much Renesme."  

    "I know. And I know daddy loves me too.." She trailed off. "One day, I hope that somebody will love me the way dad loves you. When I'm ready of course, which I'm not. I just haven't seen many people look at eachother the way you guys look at eachother."  

    Even though I know her knowledge is way advanced way beyond her years, it still shocks me the way she notices things like that. The way she admires the love of her parents, where most children might find it gross.  

    "We have a special love," I chuckled, "we always have." 

    "How are babies made?" She asked suddenly. She always wants to learn new things, it amazes me how much she has aquired after a little over three years and she still yearns for more. She's definitely already smarter than the average human. "Is it weird? Because I've read a lot of books and they always avoid describing how, but I just want to know."

    I bit my lip. Um, is she too young for me to say? Would it be innapropriate to tell her? She's so smart that if I don't tell her she'll find out herself, and I cant just brush it off. She'll know what I'm doing.

   "It's weird isn't it..." She said, looking at me curiously.

   "It isn't weird, it's just kind of an intimate thing between two people who love eachother, and you are kind of young for me to tell you. But I'm you will find out anyways if I dont."

    I wonder what Edward would do if I had him tell her. Whether he would be cool about it or freak out about having to tell his little girl something like that... Thank god she asked me.

   "I can ask Emmett..."

   "NO," I said loudly, wincing... Emmett would tell her so much more tha.she needs to know. I'll just treat it like Science. It kind of is. She smirked in satisfaction. "Well when two people love eachother and want to make a baby," She doesnt need to know that it can occur without wanting a baby.. "What has to happen is the man has to put his private part inside of the womans private part." I said, trying not to scrunch my nose "And he gives her a gift, and that gift gives a baby life."

     She scrunched her eyebrows, thinking. "That's kind of.. gross. A gift?"

    I laughed. "Yea, it is gross." I said, for her benefit. As long as she thinks its gross I'm safe for a while. "But if you love somebody it isn't as gross." I added.

    "And you love daddy," She stated.

     "Yes,"

      She twirled her long curls in her fingers as she spoke, "Did daddy give you his sperm to make me?"

    I choked as I sucked in air too fast. How does she know that word? Shes so little! Maybe she isnt as innocent as I thought...

    "Uh, where did you learn that word?"

    "In a book, was I not suposed to say that?" She asked in her high vocals.

     "It's not bad, I just wouldnt go around blurting that out..."

     "I wont. You never answered my question."

    Jeez she's good. "Yea, he did."

    "Was I already in your body before that?"

    "You were a miniscule egg, but you weren't really you. Your father helped me make you who you are, and then you grew."

    She raised an eyebrow, reminding me of her dad. "An egg? I was an egg, like a chicken egg?"

    I couldnt help but laugh, and she poubted angrily when I did, even though it was an honest question. "Sorry. No, you werent. You were a really small organism, it's just called an egg, you didnt have a hard shell around you."

   She nodded, telling me she understood. I glanced up when I heard footsteps coming from the hallway. Sure enough, Edward appeared at the door, a smile on his lips, and his hair dripping wet from his shower.                

    So aparently some people thought my last update was "lame." If you think my stories are lame then dont read them, simple as that. I write this stuff for you guys, I could easily not post if they are bad but I try to upload quick for ya'll. Some people want me to make some dirtier ones with Edward and Bella, but I dont know the ages of the readers, and if I did it would totally be rated R. So vote and comment if you'd want me to.

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