Jariana: Best mistake

ariana 21: moonlight

a/n: play ari's new song, moonlight. <3

the laptop was left open because we decided to watch a movie earlier but ended up sleeping. i woke up and looked around to see that it was real. the way he hugged me, the kisses, the flirting — it was all real.

i faced justin and saw him sleeping. a sudden lullaby song popped in my head. i slowly brushed my fingertips on his eyebrows, making him crease his forehead. i let myself rest next to him.

i can't hide the smile from my lips. justin looked peaceful and seeing him this way makes me so happy. i just noticed his mole near his left eyebrow. he got thick eyebrows. his eyelashes are so beautiful, i could just look at them all day. he hasn't shaved yet. that made me giggle. and his lips. he got a full pinkish lips. i suddenly remembered the way he kissed me earlier. it made me bite my lower lip.

he's such a beautiful creature.

justin then wrinkled his nose as he moved his hands slowly.

he opened his left eye, to peek around — just like how one just woke up.

then he looked at me and smiled. he moved beside me and wrapped his arms around me.

he pulled me closer, and i was easily brought to his warm hug.

"hm." he hummed and was back to sleep, i guess.

i just took the moment to look at his face. our noses are touching. i just want to admire justin bieber and what he looks like behind those cameras, those make-ups and photoshops. i smiled when i saw how he looked so cute as he easily slept like a little boy. then slowly, his mouth hang open, just a little bit.

i laughed silently. justin is a sleepy head.

"you are so cute." i whispered. "i can't believe i'm right beside you."

justin hummed again.

"thank you justin."

before i try to get away, i kissed his nose. that made him smile. i guess he's awake.

i tried to escape from his hug but when he felt me move, he tightened his grip on me.

"no." he said in a muffled voice.

i laughed because i was already face to face with his chest. i tried once again to move away but i can't.

he slowly opened his eyes and stared down at me. then he kissed my forehead and pulled me closer back again.

"justin."

"yeah?"

i tried pushing him away but he was as still as a rock.

the lights were all off. and we were just laying down in bed for almost 3 hours from now.

i waited until he's sleeping for real. i slowly moved his hand away from my waist and i got out successfully. i sat on the chair. i hugged my knees as i look at justin's sleeping figure.

looking at him feels like we're in the clouds. it was so silent but so peaceful.

i like justin and i won't deny that. he's very kind, very funny, naughty at times and he gives me pain. basically, he's the one who makes me feel everything. i smile, i get angry, i cry because of him. i wonder what he thinks about when he's just staring at me.

i don't need anyone who i can talk to when i'm with you. i thought to myself. just being in your presence makes me alive.

words started flooding my mind. i think i should get my pen and paper.

i hurriedly checked my drawers. there were no papers. i can't believe this.

since i don't have anything i can write on, i got my cellphone and started typing the first sentence that popped in my head

🎶 the sun is setting, and you're right here by my side
and the movie is playing but we won't be watching tonight 🎶

i let my head be filled with the memories of justin and i. it's an automatic. i guess justin bieber is my long awaited inspiration.

🎶 every look, every touch... makes me wanna give you my heart
i'll be crushing on you, baby, stay right where you are 🎶

i laughed remembering that justin bieber is scared of heights. the endless laughter when he tickled me. the moment when we went to the beach. and f*ck he saw my nipples. still makes me blush from embarrassment. when we started ignoring each other. and when we almost did it. i honestly think that it was for the best—that it didn't happen. because everything won't fall into pieces where it should be. i wouldn't have the courage to tell sean about my feelings. the real ones.

🎶 cos
i never knew,
you could have moonlight in your hands
'til the night i held you
you are my moonlight 🎶

then, i remembered the things we did before we get to sleep our butts off.

we were just teasing each other. playing some music, seizing the moment.

he kissed my lips and looked at me in the eye. and i knew there, in that moment that i've got his trust — his heart.

🎶 i kiss his fingertips, as i'm wishing his all mine 🎶

it hurt me a little bit, writing this line. it's a bit complicated but i'm trying to understand our situation.

it's great to have someone when your alone. you can be silly and be yourself with your special someone. but wouldn't it better if i can just shout it to the world. how much i love him? how much i care for him? and how lucky i am that i'm his girl?

🎶 he's giving me elvis, with some james dean in his eyes
put his lips on my neck
makes me want to give him my body

i'd be fallin' for you baby, and i just can't stop 🎶

it's so sad to think that i can't always be with him. but at least we're trying.

if someone asks me what our relationship is..

i wouldn't know the answer.

🎶 he's a bossy,
he makes me dance
tryna sit on the back of his whip and just cancel my plans
sweet like candy, but he's such a man

he knows just what he does
when he's holding me tight
and he calls me moonlight.. too 🎶

someday. someday we can tell the whole universe of our love for each other. as of now, i'm just here for justin.

maybe i'm his moonlight.

a moonlight who gives light in the dark. who can give him support when he's having his problems.

i'm thankful. because he's also a moonlight to me.

but someday, i'll be visible all throughout the day. through all the happiness, sadness, anger. through everything.

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it's a very short chapter. it's just about ariana writing down her song moonlight.

i'm sorry for not making it long but i promise to make it up to you guys with the next chapter.

i'm so excited!!

thanks for reading my book my loves and say whattttt, i'll br creating another book my babies. AND It's another jariana book! 💛

love lots x

| A/N: i'm so sorry guys.. it's been too long since I got the chance to upload. So busy in school and I have quizzes everyday. I know, it sucks. But thank you guys for coping up with me! I hope you enjoy this chapter. I did this before and uploaded it just now. I missed writing and i missed you guys! Of course—i missed Jariana! ♡

Love lots!