Jariana: Best mistake

ariana 5: impression

[a/n: thank you guys for supporting me and my friends book. i hope you dont get bored on reading this. love lots and God bless always xx]

it's already 11 in the morning. i'm still sitting beside the window of my room, drinking the coffee. my coffee from earlier.

yes. still. i've been in this position for like 2 hours. Justin and i came back from our "road trip" at around 7:30. from that time til now, i'm just sitting here. thinking about things.

it's time to break the ice. "i can't believe he saw my nipples." and yes. i can't believe it. i bit my lower lip and i tried to stop myself from making any sound. "oh god, that's so embarrassing." i sighed deeply and felt my heartbeat. "heart? can you please do me a favor and act normal for the whole tour? please?"

i know. this can't be, right? i can't let myself fall. i've made that mistake a long time ago and i don't want to repeat it all over again.

"is it possible to love someone else when you're in love?" i talked to myself.

i love sean. i love him. i love everything about him. his eyes, his lips, his everything. but what is this feeling? with justin? i laughed. i must be going crazy.

someone knocked on the door, I jumped of surprise and fright like some paranoid freak.

"sh*t. i'm going crazy." i whispered to myself as i stood and went to open it.

there, in front of my door, frankie stood. he gritted his teeth and waved the paper bags in front of me. "hey sissy. i got you some chips."

"wow. you're so sweet. come in." and he did. we sat at the window. my same old spot, and he's in front of me.

why am i so paranoid? i shook my head. this can't be. but it's not bad making friends is it? it is if you're tempted to rip his clothes off when you're alone together. but what the hell?! am i really thinking of this? seriously ariana?

then i heard a snap. "ari?" i looked over to Frankie. "earth to ari?"

"oh.. sorry. you're saying something?"

it was an award winning face. frankie shook his head in disbelief. "what the f*ck was that."

"oh. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to - "

"baby girl. your eyes!" frankie stood up and kneeled in front of me.

"what's wrong with my eyes?" i got my phone and looked at my face from the reflection.

"are you in love?" he asked out of the blue.

i returned the look of disbelief. "now that's 'what the f*ck.'"

"what happened? wait.. what happened earlier when we left you?" he shook my legs.

"what do you mean?" i know what he meant. absolutely. but i just chose to ignore it. calm your tits.

"ariana. what happened with jb?"

it was a long pause. then, i chose to tell him the truth. what's the benefit of telling him a lie? "we went to buy some coffee."

"you were on a date?! with f*cking justin bieber?!"

"we. bought. coffee." i cleared things up.

"the f*ck! you went on a date." he stood up slowly. then suddenly... "yes! oh my gosh! thank God!" he jumped up and down.

"what is the matter, with buying coffee? gosh!" i laughed. okay. i now know the benefit of lying. "and can you please," i said in fits of laughter. "stop doing that. you look like an idiot."