Mistake:now & Then

7.Now

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"I'm sorry I broke u into pieces ,I'm to weak even to fix myself cause right now I'm a broken glass just like you"

Marcel Then brought the our lunch and laid it on the table ,he had made Noodles ,Sushi and fried chicken and salad .yummy.I went and sat down with him pulling the chair for me and letting me sit down and we started eating.
I finished everything without leaving a pin and never spoke a thing
M "h-h-how was the lunch "
Me "it was delicious ,I didn't know you can cook,where did u learn it especially those sushis"
M "i-i learnt it f-f-from my friend in s-s-school "
Me "Marcel please stop stammering ,talk boldly, I'm not going to eat or hurt you "
*smiles a bit * m "OK "
Me "can I ask u something"
M "yeah go ahead"
Me "who is that with you in the pic in your room "
He stays quiet and looks down then slowly says
M "That's my parents "

Wait what how can this be

Me "where are they"
M "my dad never really lived with us ,once in away he used to visit but then slowly stopped ,my mum got married again ,I didn't like that man and the child she got cause they used to bully me so I left the house to stay alone but my mum gives me money that I need when she comes here once in awhile but I don't like her " and a tear roles down his eyes which I wipe with my fingers and lift his chin up to meet my eyes ,his eyes where as same as the ones I loved but betrayed ,I couldn't help but start crying
Me "I'm sorry ,I didn't know you went through so much don't worry everything will change "
M "no problem , why are you crying "
I just bent my head down but then I felt him left my chin up to look at him. This time he removed his glasses which made me see the one I one loved and still do in him which made me break down more ,I got up and took my purse and just left his house with him calling my name all confused ,but I was too heartbroken to even look at him ,so I just got in my car and drove to my house .When I reached home I entered in and pulled out a box from under my bed and sat on my bed and opened the box taking the album in my hand ,I opened it and cried even more has I saw the pictures we to together so loving so innocent so caring he for me and me for him was all we needed but everything has changed because of me because of that night
I then started singing according to my pain and the way I felt

"These day I haven't been sleeping, staying up playing back myself leaving when your birthday past and I didn't call and I think about the summer and all the beautiful times,I watched u laughing for the passenger side,realized I loved you in the fall ,then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind ,you gave me all your love and all I gave was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night and I go back to December all the time ,it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you wishing I realized what I had when you were mine ,I go back to December and change my own mind "

Harry's POV
Right now I'm just sitting all messed up ,ever since we broke up him not myself I've been crying, throwing things ,I even started singing in pain.my room is in a messes broken glass torn paper ,things all over the placed my hair all over my face ,I haven't slept a day without crying ,I still can't believe what she did to me ,all the love every smile all the kisses all the hugs all the I love yous ,all the fun was no more it was all just a lie ,they say money changes people and I believe it cause she made me too .How could she ,I loved her so much that right now I'm broken into pieces .To think of it just made me cry and sing my pain out

"Easy come Easy go that's just how you live ,oh take take take it all but u never give,should have know you was trouble from the first kiss had your eyes wide open why were they opened ,gave you all I had and u tossed in the trash you tossed in the trash,yes u did, to give me all you love is all I ever asked ,cause what u don't understand is.....
Darling I still catch a grenade for u
Throw my head on a plate for u
I'd jump in front of a train for u
You know I'll do anything for u
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby but you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
You never do the same "