Mistake:now & Then

13.Now

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"I'll always be there for you "

I told Marcel every single thing that happened in my life .even the fact that Harry looked like him and is his step brother everything.

M "Don't worry if Jade doesn't want the child I'm there for you"
Me "please don't tell anyone guys"
M and S "we won't"
Me "You'll are the only people who know me personally"
S "yeah.OK now don't cry call Jade this evening and see what he says and call and tell us "
M "please stop crying".
Me "I can't stop thinking of Harry "
M "if he loves u truly he'll understand you don't worry "
Me "I hope "
M "OK let's eat now u need to fill your stomach "
Me "but I don't feel like "
M "please for me "
Me "OK fine "
S "hey and I have to go now I remembered I had to meet someone ,see u later ,better call me and don't cry "
Me "OK"

And I get up and wipe my tears and go to the door to leave Sofija with Marcel holding me

S "bye "
Me "bye "

I closed the door and went and sat on the couch .Then Marcel came holding two plates in his hand
Me "what did u make "
M "Chicken curry and white rice "
Me "hmm yummy "

I stretched my hand to take NY plate but he pulled it away and sat beside me ,then turned towards with his legs folded on the couch

M "how will u eat with your hand hurt"
Me "I'll try"
M "can I feed u "
Me "yeah "

And he started feeding me which brought back hold memories which instead caused a tear to roll down my cheeks .

M "oh I'm sorry ,did I feed u a pepper or something"
Me " *giggles* no just thought about a memory "
M "oh ,I'm sorry I look like your friend and bringing back memories to u "
Me"no problem ,Its not your fault. Don't worry he was my best friend so even if u reminded me of him I won't mind "

And he continued feeding me till the plate was clean .He got up and so did I ,I turned towards him and hugged him .
Me "Thank you Marcel "
M "for what "
Me "for helping me "
M "awe what I did was nothing u only helped me a lot "
Me "I liked this way"
M "what"
Me "of u talking freely without stammering "
M "oh I don't know how but its only you that I talk normally "
Me "that's only know"
M "yeah I know "
Me "promise something"
M "what "
Me "that you'll be my friend and for my sake be brave ,stop stammering, stand up for your self be a man "
M "I'll promise that forever and always you'll be my friend but the rest I'll try "
Me "u better "
M " hmm" *giggles showing his dimples*
Me "your cute " *kisses Marcels on his cheeks*
M "your beautiful* *kisses me on my head*
Me "thank u "

Then I realized I'm still hugging him and I pulled away

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Marcel just left minutes ago.Right now I'm holding my phone dialing Jade's number
Me "hello"
J "hey baby how are u "
Me "fine ,u "
J "never better ,I miss u "
Me "me too ,OK I need to tell u something"
J "What is it baby "
Me "I kept vomiting today,so I took a test and it showed 3 months pregnant,your the father for my child Jade "
J "yeah who said no ,oh my goodness I'm so happy if u were here I would have carried u and kissed u ,I'm becoming a dad yey "
Me "yes"
J "tomorrow I'll meet u at your house and then I'll take you for a cheek up OK"
Me "OK ,but aren't u in LA now "
J "actually I'm in London only ,had a concert here so I had to come"
Me "oh ok then tomorrow see u at..."
J "4:00pm "
Me "4 it is "
J "bye I love u "
Me "bye I love u too"

I hope it goes well
I thought Jade would cover for his fault but he agreed that's his child.

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I'm entering the doctors room now all frightened, don't ask me why.
D "Hi Jade "
J "Hello Doctor "
D "who is lovely lady we have here"
J "This is my wife infinity"
D "oh yeah that singer of back to December, I love that song of yours "
Me "Thank u "
D "nice to meet u ,I'm Doctor Criss "
Me "Nice to meet u too "
D "so Jade why have u come to visit me suddenly "
J "my wife is Pregnant ,I brought her for a check up "
D "oh congratulations"
J and me "Thanks "
D "come with me for the check up "
Me "OK"

I followed the door and went into a door "lie down " The doctor said pointing and telling to what to do .I did has she said and I watched her Put lift my top and rub the small machine around my stomach and I could see on the x ray machine a small figure in my stomach .once done I went back to the room where Jade was and sat down with Criss sitting down writing stuff on a notepad.
D "so infinity as u are a singer you'll have lots of touring about but my advise is to take a break and stay at home taking care of u and your little one "
Me "OK "
D "Jade buy these pills and make her take it everyday " *hands over a note to Jade*
J "yeah OK ,thank u doctor"
Me "Thanks "

With that we leave and get into the car but Jade doesn't start the car he just stares at the steering wheel

Me "are we going now "
J "as much as I hate to tell u this but I want our child to be in good health and after hearing what Criss said I think u should take a break from touring till our little angel is born "
Me "but Jade-"
J "Listen I don't want to stop u but I'm asking u for the child's sake ,I'll give this whole moth go touring ,announce that your going on a break and will come back after giving birth ,once this month is over your moving in with me cause you and my little one are my responsibility."
Me "yeah your right I will see that I keep our child safe "
J "that's my good girl, Infinity I love u so much I'm sorry for what I did but my love for u is true "
Me "no problem ,its all over "
J "I'll drop u home ,I must leave today back to LA"
Me "OK"
J "can I kiss u "
Me "hmmm"
J "I'm your husband ,why are u thinking"
Me "why are u asking me then"

And he presses lips to mine ,it was full of passion and love but I didn't feel good as I did went I kissed harry.

Omg now the news of me being pregnant will hurt him even more.......