Knock knock
I open my eyes and slowly move out of bed on hearing someone knock on the door.
After lunch I started feeling dizzy so I came to my room to take rest and like that only I fell asleep.now who on earth just woke me up.
I open the door to see Harry standing in front of me
H "did I disturb you"
Me "yes"
H"oh I'm sorry.i thought you'd have woken up by this"
I "it's okay..Now y did u wake me up?"
H "I wanna tell you sth"
I "come in"
I walk back in and sit on my bed and he follows my moves and sits beside me.
I "soo"
H "On Sunday I have a concert in London which I have to attend but I don't want to.Our tickets -"
I "our?"
H "yeah me and the boys"
I feel a bit sad cuz he is not taking me but ik he can't
H "so as I was saying our ticket have been booked for tomorrow night at 11 o'clock so I'll be leaving tomorrow"
I "when will u come back?"
H "Idk maybe weeks later or a month later cuz I have continuous shows.Hey but don't worry I'll have some here too that time u could come for it and we'll have fun.What u say?"
"OK" I fake a smile and look down trying hard not to cry
He senses my feelings and puts his hand on my chin making me look at him
H "I don't wanna leave you too but it's my job I can't help it .You will stay here.Mum,Lottie,Marcel and Charlie are here with you-"
Me "Sofia?"
H "oh she's going back to London too cuz she too has concerts."
Me "oh"
H"don't worry I'll call u or we'll video chat when I'm free OK"
Will I lose him again.
Thinking of it makes me more sad.I cling onto him and burry my head in his chest.He wraps his arms around me which makes me breakdown.
H "shhh it's okay I'll be back ASAP"
I "I'm afraid I'll lose u again Harry.I don't want to lose u again"
H "then come with me"
I realize what I'm saying and our promise and the threat hits my mind.
I can't have him
I pull away and wipe my tears
Me "No No no no I'm sorry I can't I shouldn't.our promise.your married.Don't worry about me I'll be fine..go take care of Kylie.. Don't think too much about me..It's best for you to go. Kylie is in London right?"
H "yes"
Me "Have u told her about me yet?"
H "no I haven't spoken to her"
I close my eyes and taken a deep breath
It's now or never
Me "Let's keep a distance between us Harry...Start spending more time with Kylie.. Please don't think of me and it's okay if u don't call.All I want is u to be happy.."
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Mistake:now & Then
FanfictionHi, I'm Infinity Trevor I used to live in Cheshire with my boyfriend and his Family.Me and him were best of pals.Then we started dating. Things was perfect in my life that I would never change a thing. But that was THEN NOW everything is vice versa...