Mistake:now & Then

9.Now

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"When ever I close my eyes I picture you standing in front of me like u always do "

Infinity's POV:
Its been two weeks since I went to college and even saw Marcel ,I don't what got into me that day when I saw Marcel and knew he is Harry's step brother I could see my Harry in him ,which reminded me of all the pain and betrayal. I've been busy to on concerts but I got permission to complete my final exams at home which I had completed yesterday, there is only 4 days left before New year.Christmas was okay I went and spent it with Sofija and Jade but I wasn't Happy cause he wasn't with me and I know it's all my fault .Right now I'm getting ready to go to college for the last time .I put my hair into a bun ,wore a black jeans with a crop top and a pair of flats .I don't know how to face Marcel . 31th is the new year ball which our school announces ,every year I attend it but not this year I don't feel like .I enter into College thank God Marcel is no where to be seen ,I soon walk and go to my class and I realized I was late ,I saw everyone in the class even Marcel,he was staring at me all confused  I can't blame him though for his state .I excused myself and went and sat in the first row...
After a boring session of class the bell rang for brake  "Can u be my partner for the prom " I lifted my head to see it was Niall Horan ,he was a good friend of mine always helped me in my work and was always my prom partner for the past two years, I don't know why he always asked me but I loved being his partner ,he was so cute and kind he had an Irish accent which sounded just like mine . "No Niall I don't think I'll attend it I'm busy on that day you know why " I told him, i don't know how but i came to know that the students here knew who i really was and so many even asked me to be their partner but I just refused."OK don't worry but if u change your mind u owe me a dance " he said and I nodded smiling and he went away  ,through the corner off my eyes I felt Marcel look at me but I ignored him and went to the toilet. Once my I finished my job I went back to my place on saw a letter on my bench ,I took it and opened it to see  what it was
         'Dear Fia
                    I don't know why your angry with me or why your avoiding me .I just wanted to ask u if you would come and be my partner for the ball.I know u told Niall you where busy on that day and I know I'm just a nerd not like the other cool kids who u would go with but yet I have a small hope you will choose me
                                  Love Marcel"

He thinks I'm angry with him ,how could he ,I'm not angry with him I'm angry with myself, oh Marcel if only you know what I'm going through. What should I do know if I see him again I'll break down

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I wore a dress which catches perfectly around my breast and waist and then fall perfectly till my knees in the front and at the back it is till my feet .I then put on my Sliver heel shoes to match my black dress,I wore my Ring which Harry gave and Jade gave ,Sofija's best friend chain with a chocker and Marcels bracelet. I got my stylist to curl my hair and let it drop perfectly and to put on my makeup .I looked at myself and I looked perfect .I then got into my car and drove to the prom.yeah I changed my mind it made me feel guilty not to go what did poor Marcel do .I steeped out off my Carr and all the cameras where flashing at me we'll and good I brought security along so them stopped the paparazzi and let me get into my college ,the prom talked place in our basketball room ,I walked into the hall searching for Marcel but no where was he to be seen ,I heard people whisper stuff and looking at me .Then I got a shock of my life I saw Harry ,wait what how no he can't be here  "Thanks for coming" I got snapped out of my thoughts with his words ,I looked at him and saw he wasn't wearing glasses which made me think he was Harry ,he wore a black suit with white and black polka dots shirt and his hair was in a quiff(picture of Marcel is above ) like usual ,he looked breathtaking .
Me "M-Marcel where is your glasses "
M "I didn't want to look like a nerd by you so I took them off "
Me "I like your change "
M "by the way you look beautiful "
Me "Thanks and you look handsome "
M "Thanks can we go now "
Me "yeah "

We went in and started dancing slowly with the music ,I could feel everyone stare at me but I didn't care all I did was look into those eyes which were looking into mine ,they were green just like Harry's. After a few songs were over "Marcel I owe Niall a dance ,can I go and have this one dance with him "I asked and he smiled and let go of me .I passed through the crowd to finally see the blonde hair guy ,I walked up to him and "I think I owe you  a dance "I said and he turns to see me and I see a huge smile on his face
N "yes you do,what made u change your mind "
Me "Marcel and you "
N "oh that friend of yours ,thanks to him u finally came.by the way you look stunning "
Me "thank you ,you look too good yourself"
N "oh thank you can we dance "
I took his hand and started dancing with him ,then after the song was over I went to find Marcel when all the memories came back to my head of that night which made me guilty again so I needed something to forget about it and I knew what will help me .I pushed myself through the crowd and went to the bar
"One Vodka please" and I took it and gulped it down but it didn't work
"One more please"

"One more "

"One more "

"One more"

"One more "

"One more "

I felt like heaven my head is spinning and I don't know what's happening

Marcel's POV :
Where is she ? I've been searching past 10 mins for her .Then finally I spot the blonde hair female and wait she's drinking no this is not good .
Me "Infinity" and I turn her around
I "Harry I can't believe your here for me "
Wait what Harry who is that can't she see I'm Marcel
Me "Infinity it's me Marcel "
I "Harry I'm so sorry ,its all his fault Harry he mixed something in my drink Harry please Harry don't leave me and go "
And she starts crying, now what did I do ?
Me "Infinity let's go home "
I drag her through the crowd and make my way out
I "Harry please Harry I still love you not Jade ,please Harry talk to me "
I don't know what is got into her but it's sad to see her like this crying ,make up all smudged and drunk .I take her keys and put her in the car and get in and drive to where her car GPS telling me too .I hope it leads me to her house .
I "Harry Please without you I'm dying day by day Harry "
Me "oh infinity its me Marcel ,why did u drink so much "
I "Because I can't stop thinking of you Harry ,us ,I'm sorry for hurting u "
I finally land home .I help her out of the car and take the keys from her purse and open the house and help Infinity to get to bed.Once she laid down I covered her with the sheet then turned around to leave but she caught my hand
I "Harry I missed our cuddles please come and cuddle with me "
Now what am I supposed to do
I "please "
Before I knew what I was doing I removed my coat and got into bed with her cuddling into me .Suddenly I felt her lips on mine and they were awesome but I didn't kiss back cause I'm not the one to take advantage of a girl.I off the light and then slowly drifted into sleep.The only thought playing in my mind was 'who is this Harry,Infinity must have loved him a lot '

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Keep reading will complete the story by Aug 31st .
Small note Infinity is drunk so that's why she thinks Marcel is Harry and even Marcel looks like him.
Picture of Marcel for the ball is above