My boy Dan (Harry Styles fan fic)

chapter 7

(Harry's side of the story)

I couldn't sleep i was up the entire night thinking about Shannon and the whole marriage thing. I looked at the time it was 7.30am Shannon was asleep i watched her sleep she was so cute when she slept, and i breathed in her scent she always smelt of strawberries and I loved it, then i slowly moved her so she wouldn't wake up and went to the toilet. I looked at my face my eyes were red and my face was puffy i washed my face so it might help the state of my face, then i brushed my teeth and washed. I finished came out and the time was still 7.50am so i got dressed then i past Dan's room i went in and looked at him, he was the world's perfect boy he looked like me and he slept just like me i sat next to him. Then i stroked his head then it flashed in my head the moments of his life that i would have missed his first words,his first steps, the first day he ate by himself basically the most memorable parts of a child and the parts with Shannon i missed her first doctors appointment, seeing the baby for the first time the day she gave birth i left her alone all she had was Amy and Ricky tears started to fall "hey im so sorry Dan i wasn't there for you i left you and mommy alone i left you with no daddy or a protector you and mommy are so strong i don't what i would have done if i was either of you" i whispered in his ear. Then i heard a voice "Harry what's wrong?" i recognized the voice it was Shannon's.

(Shannon's side of the story)

I got the time was about 7.55am well the reason i got up so early was because Harry was missing i called for him softly because if i screamed Dan might get up. i got out of bed i looked all around the room even the toilet. i was having flashes of bad memories Harry had just told me that management spoke to him and the last time he was dating me and management spoke to him he left and it was the same way he was with me and the next morning he was gone.

Memory

I had gotten up i was not in the X factor anymore but my boyfriend Harry made it to the finals with his  band but he came third but Simon liked him and they were given a record deal and oh i'm pregnant with his child, i told him he was shocked but he didn't leave well that's what i thought. I got up and Harry wasn't there i looked every where around my apartment he had left but where? then i found this note on his side of the bed

Dear Shannon,
I'm so sorry but i couldn't say this to you in person but i didn't have the guts, i'm sorry to leave you like this but i'm so sorry i don't think i'm ready to be a father, and the management told me that it was for the best for you, me and the baby and my band i don't think i can be a good dad and be in the band because the baby might interrupt my work I'm sorry but there's no other way for me to do this i will give you money if you really need anything and can you keep the fact that i'm the father a secret it would mean alot.
with love,
Harry
p.s. i'm so sorry

He thought he was not ready did he think i was, i am young too and he just left me to be in a band i was so angry i threw the paper and screamed. Then i started to cry so many emotions were going in my head anger,betrayal and fear i was alone and abortion was not an option i was gonna have the baby but he was gonna be fatherless then i touched my abdomen "i'm not gonna leave you or let anyone hurt you i promise" i said, i was gonna be alone but i was determined to keep the promise i made to my baby.

Present time

I didn't know what to do then i left our room then i saw Dan's room door was open i looked and Harry was there he was talking to Dan he was whispering but he was crying i went and whispered "Harry whats wrong?" he looked at me his face was puffy his eyes were red because he was crying "hey Harry tell me whats wrong" i said sitting on Dan's bed next to him "i know you must be tired from me telling you this all the time but i'm sorry that i wasn't here for you i missed majority of Dan's and your's memorable moment your first doctors appointment or his words I'm....sorry.....both of you, and you the world's most amazing woman forgave me you are such an angel and Dan he allowed me in his heart with no conditions-" i cut him off there "hey hey stop crying okay listen yeah you may have missed those times but those aren't all the memories we can make new memories together as a family which will be equally as amazing okay and i forgave you because your a different person i see a change in you and i know you love us as much as we love you" i didn't know where all those words came from but it did seem to lift his mood "thank you i love you so much" he said smiling revelling that cute smile of his "there's that smile i love and i love you more" he smiled a bigger smile and we kissed and we didn't stop.