My boy Dan (Harry Styles fan fic)

Chapter 15

Shannon's side of the story

Harry was startled he was lost all colour and emotion it was hard for me to read what was going on in his head. "Harry?.... please say something...." he looked up at me and took a deep breath "I....I...I... need some time alone.... I'm sorry" and with that he got out of the car closed the door and ran out. But that was nothing compared to what I was feeling and thinking about what I felt... scared me.... I felt.... nothing. ... absolutely NOTHING it seemed that I had been so used to Harry running away from me that I didn't even care. Dan started to cry "DADDDY!!! DADDY!!!! COME BACK!!!! DADDY!!!!"  he was screeching and I didn't know what to do "sshhh shhh Dan come here" I said reaching out to him "No! no! no! no! no! NO!!!! I want Daddy!!! please Mommy! !!!! PLEASE!!!" I'd never seen Dan like this before but and usually my mother instincts kicked in but now... I didn't know what to do... I was "OKAY!!! your daddy doesn't love us! he never has! and never will!!! so we need to be strong! !! stronger than ever before!!! and that's hard if you're gonna always be crying! !!! I'm only 19!!!! but you're only 3!!! you don't understand! !!!!" I said breaking into tears. With that I undid his seat belt and pulled him close to me and head him tightly "I'll never abandon you ok.... I love you okay..." I whispered to him and kissed him on his head, he snuffled and looked up his eyes were red and his face was puffy all he did was stare... watching.... just... watching. ... "m..mom..mommy.... i. ..i. ..is. ... d...a...daddy ... c..o...coming back?..."  this brought tears to my eyes,  I took a deep breath and said "I don't know Danny. .... I really don't know. ...." and soon after that I saw someonne outside my car window it was a guy with a camera this could only mean one thing the paparazzi had found us. I quickly put Dan back into his seat and buckled his belt and stepped on the peddle and drove as fast as I could and as fast as I ever could, then to make things even better it started to rain so I knew thst meant I had to slow down.. "mommy where are we going?" asked Dan softly "right now.. mommy isn't sure but you and I are gonna go some place nice.." honestly I didn't really know where I was going. I ended up pulling up near a small lake, I parked the car on the side of the road and took Dan out with me, the area seemed to be quite isolated but the sounds of the gushing water made it all quite calming, I took deep breath..... I needed to clear my head. What am I going to do now? abortion? no I couldn't.. but raising Dan alone was hard enough how much harder was it going to be with another child? At that moment my cell phone rang. I took my phone out to find that Amy was calling me, of course! how stupid of me I had totally forgotten that she was at home I looked at the time and it was 3.00. I put Dan back in his seat and got behind the wheel and started the engine, well i guess I'll have to figure this out if i did it before  i can do it again.

There was so much to think about and I nothing was certain but one thing I knew for sure was that Harry and i were done! He always does this where he says he's gonna be there and all those lies just to abandon me when i need him the most. I couldn't rods was the last straw i Toby room my ring and may this it to the bottom of the car i never wanted to see it again mauve Tyler was right all along. I pulled over near our house and looked back to find Dan fast asleep. I undid the buckle and carried him out. I rang the door bell and Ricky opened the door "hey Ricky didn't know you were back" i said forcing a smile, he smiled back but he knew that something was wrong. Amy came running down in a gorgeous dress i knew the two of them had t o be going out so i didn't wanna ruin their day by telling them what had happened "wow! You look amazing Amy" i said laughing,  she giggled and nodded her head and did a little twirl "thanks Shannon". I sighed and ran upstairs past Amy i was hoping she would just let me pass but as i walked past her she held me hand "by the way.... where's Harry?" She said looking quite puzzled, "ooohhh...uuummm...... he....he's busy with some work..... he'll be coming here later"i said slowly sighing in relief. "Darn it! I wanted to see him before i Go tonight" she said sulking, but that made wonder... where was she going? I couldn't really ask her right then and i walked past her and in to Dan's room. I lay him down in his  bed revealing his Tshirt, this brought tears to my eyes but i wiped them away... NO MORE! I'm not going to always have to cry because of Harry's mistakes i was so more stronger than him any day. I tucked him in and Dan slowly opened his eyes... "mommy.... can you sing to me?" He asked softly, this was strange what made him want me to sing to him? But i didn't have the heart to say i was too tired then.....taking a deep bretath i started to sing what i alway sang to him as a baby power of love.....
Dreams are like angels, they keep bad at bay,
Love is the light scaring the darkness away,
Im so in love with you. Make love your goal

The power of love a force from above, cleaning my soul
Flame on burn desire love, with tongues of fire purge the soul make love your goal

I'll protect you from the hooded claw keep the vampires from your door
When chips are down I'll be around with my undying , death defying love for you
Envy will hurt itself, let yourself be beautiful sparkling light
Flowers and pearls and pretty girls
Love is like an energy rushing in, rushing inside of me

The power of love a force from above, cleaning my soul
Flame on burn desire love, with tongues of fire purge the soul make love your goal

This time we go sublime lovers entwined divine, divine
Love is danger, love is pleasure, love is pure, the only treasure... I'm so in love with you
Make love your goal....

The power of love a force -

"From above cleaning my soul, flame on burn desire love with tongues of fire purge the soul... make love your goal....." a voice cut me off. I , looked back to see Harry standing there with a baby bag and a big teddy bear. He Sighed... all i could do was stare i didn't know what to say "power of love.... you sang that to me every night.. when i got nervous-" i cut him off "during the X Factor... i remember. ... guesss Dan isn't too different from his father, he loved it too.... but.... what are you doing here?" I said getting angry because i remembered he and i were done. "Shannon... i... i... i was scared I'm sorry.... i wasn't prepared but... i got... gifts... and i got neutral colours so... even if it's a boy or-" i placed my finger on his lips... "sshhsssshhhh don't say anything you being here is all i could ever ask for" i said smiling and hugging him. He then gently broke the hug and i couldn't help but smile "dammit Shannon! I love you so much!" He said smiling and leaning forward to kiss me.... but i couldn't "I'm sorry.... just not yet..." i said looking down and sighing he nodded and smiled again "i understand... but i wasn't kidding i really do love you... and Dan! " he said looking over at Dan who was now fast asleep. "Im sure you do...." i said sighing "come here...." he said holding me close to his chest, i could hear his heart beat this kept me calm and i felt safe.

Harry's side of the story

I really don't know what to do.... i really can't wait to start being a real family with shannon. ... but? .... what about the boys? And.... One Direction? I can't just leave them.  But.... family now has my has my priority i have to be there for Dan and Shannon no matter what they've already been through so much and Dan is only three and Shannon she's nineteen.... yet... so much has been dropped on her... but... she loves Dan so much she gave up her entire life as a teenager. ... just for him. I looked down to see shannon asleep on my chest and next to her was my boy Dan...... this is my family and the liitle one that is soon to be born, today i vowto NEVER abandon them and protect them even if it means giving up my life. Shannon may never love me again as her lover and i understand her doing so... from all I've done to them being the jerk i am... I'd never trust myself either. But i will always love her... forever and always even if it means getting no love in return! I WILL love her! And maybe.... just maybe she'll see it that i love her and be my girl again. Till then i will protect her, i looked down at her again... she was so beautiful i loved her eyes, her hair, her smile, her laugh but most of all i love her heart! With all she's been through she never took it out on anyone else. She was strong! She faced every single challenge life hit her with both physically and mentally strong. She raced Dan well for a teenage girl with no parents and a douche bag for a husband, through all this still caring and loving her friends and family. And Dan.... my little boy... with an equally big heart as his mother, he tooks a lot from her. He cares for everyone without any boundaries.  He accepted me even though he's only three he knew that i wasn't there for him to love him... to protect him... but he chose to love me as his father anyway. And... the little baby on the way he or she doesn't know me yet... i will love him or her no matter what, I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you. You don't find amazing people like this everyday.... i have to make things right once and for all before all the damage I've done in their lives makes it too late. You are mine.. and i am yours... with that i kissed Shannon on her head and leaded over and put my arm around Dan even in his sleep her immediately hugged me, i held both of them close and closed my eyes hoping that our lives as a life family will now begin.

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A/N :- HEY GUYS.... I'M REALLY! REALLY! REALLY! SUPER SORRY FOR THE REALLY LATE UPDATE. ... PLS FORGIVE ME...... I WAS REALLY BUSY AND I'LL TRY MY BEST TO AVOID ANYTHING LIKE THS FROM EVER HAPPENING AGAIN
PS. IM SORRY :'( AGAIN....