My boy Dan (Harry Styles fan fic)

Chapter 9

(Harry's side of the story)

I ran that's all I could do just run, what was I doing I couldn't think everything was going in circles. I stopped ran my fingers through my hair fell on my knees crying. I just fell flat on my face crying and just wondering what I was doing and what I was going to do. "HARRY!" I heard a scream I knew it had to be Shannon I couldn't let her see me like this, I looked back and saw Shannon in my t-shirt which I gave her to wear because all she had at the beach house in the morning before we moved there all she had was the dress I bought her. She was crying and because her face was wet her fringe was stuck on her face she stopped running and she was panting we didn't do anything all we did was just stare at each other. Then finally I turned around and continued running what was I doing I was leaving her again and this time in a worse situation and without me Dan had no hope. I still didn't know what i was doing but i kept running i got into my car started the engine and started to leave the hospital i looked at the side mirror i could see Shannon kneeling on the floor holding her head and crying i left alone with no hope.

I drove past all the paparazzi and went on to the road this was one of the biggest mistakes i had ever made in my life, I knew this was wrong but yet i kept on driving then i felt my phone vibrate i took it out and it was Shannon, then it kept vibrating i was getting messages from Amy and Ricky too. i just left my phone aside and kept on driving. I was hungry but I had no time to stop to eat. Nothing i felt like doing felt right i couldn't think of anyone other than Shannon and Dan, I came back into Shannon's life and joined Dan's life saying  I would never ever leave them and will always protect them and I told Shannon it would be us against the world, but what was I am doing leaving her all alone in the hos[ital with our sick son because I am too selfish and scared of the truth. I kept driving soon i read the sign saying i was leaving New York I didn't know where i was going but i needed time to think, then i looked at my tank it was almost empty so i stopped in a nearby motel. I entered the hotel and there was an old man at the reception "hello would i be able to get a room" i asked holding my head because i had a terrible head ache he looked at a book an then looked a me "well young man there is a room how long are you going to be staying here" he asked turning to get my key from the cupboard "i'm not quite sure sir is there a problem" i said "no not at all it's not everyday we have young people coming here and you look like a very handsome nice young man your girlfriend must be very lucky to have you" he said smiling i smiled back to be polite but those words struck me a lot i wasn't a good boyfriend at all well i actually I was her fiance now.

The man at the reception wasn't lying on my way to my room i didn't see a single young person they all looked older than fifty. Which was good I would have some peaceful time to myself,i went in and just fell on the bed and I fell asleep.

 Everything was dark I didn't know where I was "Daddy....Daddy..." I heard a voice calling me I looked around no one was there "Daddy...." i heard the voice clearer this time I looked behind, then I saw Dan he was smiling and running towards me Shannon was behind him smiling walking behind him. I knelt down and opened my arms for him to run into them but then something happened something very bad he fell like in to a deep hole of eternity then everything started tearing apart the floor was splitting in two keeping me and Shannon apart then she slipped and fell but she managed to hold onto the edge "HARRY!!!!HARRY!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME I NEED YOU" she was calling me to come to help her i ran up to her and bent to pull her up but she let go but i caught her hand "hold on Shannon i've got you hold on!" i said trying to pull her up but my hand slipped and i just let her slip away "NO!!!!!" I scream she scream my name as she fell i started crying i let her go and i let Dan fall both together into a lost eternity.
Then the ground started to shake then i tried to get up but i tripped and fell into then everything changed i was at the cemetery. I saw Shannon she was at grave with a lily and Amy was behind her with Ricky waiting Shannon was crying then she got onto her knees and kept the flower at the grave and turned around and she ran to Amy she hugged her and rubbed her back as Shannon kept on crying and they left i screamed for her "SHANNON!!!!!SHANNON!!!!!" i kept on screaming she kept on walking like i was a ghost then i went up to the grave to see who's it was and what i read scared me,
Here lies Dan Josh Styles,
A blessed son and friend
who was a happy boy who loved everyone
December 15th 2010 -  October 6th 2013

What is this!!!! what was happening it couldn't.......it couldn't be true he can't die he's supposed to live an i was supposed to get married to Shannon we were supposed to be a family "NO!!!!!!....NO!!!!!"